UNderage (Chris brown fan fiction)

(part 3)

When he carried me up stairs I knew he wanted to have sex with me but I don't think that what I wanted , but who was I to deny Chris or turn him down he began slowly take off my jeans but then he realized I did not seem well and he said " you ight " I said yeah even though I clearly was not . He then look at me with a ignorant smile and stopped and layed next to me an said what's wrong again at that moment I remembered I was with Chris brown my idiol then person I have always wanted to meet the man I called my husband the man I wanted to be my first time then man I wanted to have kids with but it was all to real I never expected any of this to happen I always thought it would just be a dream . But right here in this moment Chris wanted me mined you I'm 17 sadly I never had sex before I felt so pressured even though he was not pressuring me at all I asked him if I could use the bathroom and he said yeah down the hall by the staris when I was finished I knew I didn't want to stay so I walked out back to the room and told him I had to leave and he said " Why you leaving you just got here and we ain't do shit ,what's wrong " I felt stupid like such a hoe I started to cry and Chris jumped up and holed me close to him saying "what's wrong ma what I do" nothing he did nothing it was me I was telling a huge lie to him I have to go and he asked if i wanted him to take me home and stupidly I said no I'll walk he then picked me up and though me on his back and carried me to his car and put me in the seat as he walked around the other side I notice it was only 10:30 so I just sat there until he came back in and said so what's the address I didn't want to tell him so I got out the car and started running becaus i knew If I gave him my address he could show up with out me knowing and my mom could be there he yelled " what the fuck you doing " but I kept running .