Jacob Sartorius' Twin// Hunter Rowland

•Chapter 9•

Ashs POV

I just texted the girls and then Mark said

"Come sit" as he patted the seat on the bed beside him.

I crawled beside him in the bed and sat down.

"Okay let's start from grade 6... Where I left you" he said looking me dead in the eye. "I'm very sorry about that by the way. As you already know"

"Yeah I know" I smiled at him.

"Okay well, at the start of grade six is when everything changed. Everyone split up into groups, popularity kicked in and I got set aside by everyone. Even Jacob didn't pay much attention to me. He obviously apologized and it got better between us from there. Throughout that whole year I had not very many friends. And the ones I did end up having just up and left like that" as I snapped my fingers.

"And Bree wasn't at our school until grade 8. But throughout grade 6 I took up singing" wait why did I tell him that. I gave a shocked look as to why I told him that as no one knew except Bree.

"You do? Why are you so shocked! I'm sure your awesome at singing" he said

"Mark the thing is I don't want anyone to know. My family doesn't and Bree hardly does. She's only heard me sing once or twice and you cannot tell anyone" I said nervous

"I won't, but... Do you think you would ever sing in front of me?" He looked at me with puppy eyes.

"I honestly don't know" I said shying away.

"Ashley, I love you and... I mean" he corrected himself.

"I mean your extremely important to me and I wouldn't do anything to hurt, or disappoint you"

I looked back at him.

"Anyways during sixth grade, I took up singing. On my own. At home and idk ever since an time I felt blue or bummed out I turned to singing. Even if it was quiet, music pulled me out of my worries and spun everything around. I began to get a bit more confident with myself and I wasn't extremely shy as I was when the year started. Next is grade seven." I began ignoring what he had said.

Warning: this part could trigger emotions, please do not read if you are not good with these kind of things.

"Seventh grade you starts picking on me and that's when major popularity set in. There were the nerds, and the populars. Not in between no middle no nothing. All the popular people hated me, Jacob was the only one who stuck up for me and that's where I started this." as I pulled up my sleeves I showed him the scars, and the newer one from two weeks ago.

"Ashley!" He Frantically said as he grabbed my arms.

"Do not hurt yourself!! Your so beautiful and no. You can't. You can't do this! How long ago?" He said firmly

"Two weeks" I said with tears forming in my eyes.

"Twos weeks and more to come, ash you mean so much to me and your family. This is all my fault. I'm all too blame. I can't believe I did this to you" he said with tears coming out of his eyes.

"I can't believe all these years I made you do this. I-I-I don't know anymore. I  did this. I made this happen. W-what. Ash..." He said now crying.

"Mark it's not your fault. Don't did this to yourself. You can't. It's alright now, it's all done. I promise"  I said wiping my eyes.

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"Mark I should be getting home"

He was just looking at his bed. With a tear falling from his eye, he wiped it and stood up.

He hugged me extremely tight.

We walked down stairs and no one was home.

I put on my shoes and hugged him goodbye. As we pulled out of the hug he kissed my cheek. I smiled at him and left.

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At home it was 9:30 ish. I went up stairs. At got into pyjamas and brush my hair. I got into bed and went on my phone.

Marks POV

Once I realized I caused the person I care about so much, so much pain I just lost it. I never thought it could go that far but apparently so.

When she left I just started crying. I don't cry in front of people. I cry when I'm alone, and I sometimes don't hold back. I'm an emotional person, and I went through some things as well. Not as bad as she's gone through but with fans, school and other things, being fifteen can be one hell of a ride.

I was depressed for so long but I don't show it. I can't believe I did that to someone I love. 

Ash's POV

It's now 11:00 so I decided to go to sleep.

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Hey guys, kinda a short chapter but whatever. It's also sad, anyways comment, vote and share with your friends. Love y'all ❤️❤️