Loved By Me (Sans X Reader)

Chapter 3: The Last Time

Your P.O.V.
I ran, faster and faster, tears streaming down my face. He was catching up. I awoke with a gasp. 5th nightmare this week. I've been here for almost a month. I love Toriel. She's such a kind and sweet person. I wish she was my biological mother but...sadly she's not. I love her more than I could ever love those scumbags. As I sat up, I heard footsteps go past my door. I walked up, reaching for the doorknob and opening it. Toriel had walked into her room. I was relieved. I have been so paranoid for the past month, that everywhere I turn, I jump. Heh. So I walked into the living room, it was night time. I sat next to the small fire. Feeling the warmth made me feel comforted. I heard a floorboard creak next to me.
"My child? What are you doing up?" I jumped as I turned around, only to see Toriel there.
"O-oh, sorry. I uh...had another nightmare." She looked saddened, and she sat down next to me.
"What was it about?" She asked softly. I looked down at the ground.
"T-the surface. What had happened. I don't want to be found mom." She hugged me tighter. I felt a warmth inside of me. One...that I didn't know that could make me smile and cry at the same time. I started crying into her dress.
"D-damn it..Sorry mom! I didn't mean to get so emotional. And...curse." She first looked at me, as if she was saying "seriously?" When I said damn, but then looked understanding.
"Look, Y/N. I'll never let them find you. Never again. I can promise that. And for the emotional part. I don't mind. It just means your a person. You have feelings." I smiled, happily for once.
"T-thank you..." She smiles and then looks forlorn.
"M-mom? What's wrong?" I asked concerned. She looked back at me, trying to figure out if she should lie or tell the truth. She sighed sadly.
"I'm worried that you'll leave me, and die. Like the other humans." I looked at her confused. She had told me about the other humans...but she thought I wanted to leave.
"What are you talking about? I'm not going anywhere! I-i'm...happier with you. I want to stay here forever!" She smiled sadly.
"Oh my naive child. The ruins get small. And you'll get tired of seeing this face everyday. I promise you that, I want to keep you happy. But you'll like it more outside the ruins." My happiness turned into sadness, as I hugged her tighter.
"NO! I want to live here forever! I don't want to lose you. You're my only family..please...I love you." I felt a teardrop hit my cheek, Toriel was crying as well. She had tears staining her white fur.
"Y/N...I love you too. But....the bird must leave the nest. I..don't want to lose you either." I looked at her softly, as she traced the scar on my eyebrow, it had been quite huge, and it was quite noticable. I stopped crying, as I was in thought. Toriel noticed this.
"Mom...what if you went with me?" She looked at me, almost tooken aback by the bizzare statement.
"No...I can't. I must stay here. And protect the ruins. But...I can do something else." She seemed to glide across the room and grabbed something purple.
"Listen. If you leave, I want to be able to speak to you. So here. Have a cellphone." She placed it in my hands, as I observed it, I noticed it was purple and covered in pink flowers. I smiled and hugged her.
"I love you goat mom."
"I love you goat child."
((TIME SKIP to morning))
I woke up, I didn't have a nightmare this time. I smiled and noticed something perched at my corner of my bed. I noticed that I wasn't usually cuddled with my bunny. Strange. Till I looked at the object. I picked it up and noticed it was my bunny! But it had been redone, the fabric a soft and velvety feeling and jagged stitching nowhere to be seen. I smiled and hugged it tightly.
"Good morning my child! I hope you-!" She was interuped by a tackle from me.
"THANK YOU MOM!" I smiled.
"Your welcome. And I see your getting louder." I blushed. I had never been a loud person. I usually whispered or spoke softly because of trauma and being shy in general.
"H-heh..." I stuttered and she just chuckled.
"Well, I made some pie. I was going to bring you some but, I wanted to help you pack." My smile disapeared as fast as it came.
"Oh, alright." I mumbled sadly. She looked concerned, but seemed more focused on taking almost everything from the small room I had been residing in. She took my bag and stuffed many, many, sweaters she had made for me, and other clothing for me. I looked around the room one last time. Tears filling my eyes, I went to the bathroom. I stared at myself in the mirror. Did I always look like that? No. I didn't. When I was locked up in that hellhole I had called home, I looked like shit. But now. Even with the giant scar; almost covering my eye, I am free. I am strong. And happy. But it felt like someone was taking away my happiness. I looked at myself again, positioning my hair over my eye so the scar wouldn't show. I walked out, and Mom stood there, holding my bag. Tears in hers and my eyes, we walked down the corridor. The silence felt like a knife stabbing me in the chest. We stopped at the door. She looked down at me, gave me my bag, and she hugged me tightly.
"Y/N. Don't change. I believe in you. You are the hope of the underground. The hope for me. The hope for another person. You are no human. You are the kindest monster to ever live." I smiled, tears streaming down my face as I understood. I felt my heart tear apart as she let go.
"Thank you mom. I love you." I sobbed quietly. She smiled, her eyes glistening.
"I love you too....My child." She turned to walk back upstairs, and I could tell she was trying to hold back a sob. So was I. I pushed open the ruins door and a cold chills brushed down my spine. That was the last time I'll see the ruins.