Author Notes/Random Things

Am I, Am I Not?

Am I, am I not?
Since the beginning it was just a thought.
Waiting takes too long,
But I'm not ready.
Am I, am I not?
We've never fought.
There was never a reason.
I was still waiting.
Am I, am I not?
I still have the necklace you bought.
Is it weird to love you
when I don't even know if you think about me?
All I wonder is how you're doing without me.
Am I, am I not?
There were plenty of fish in the sea but you're the one I caught.
I'm happy it lasted as long as it could.
I wish you thought about me as much as I think about you.
I'm done with asking if I am! I want to know the answers! I want to know if you still feel the same!
But I can't.
You know why?
Because the world is a cruel place, and it keeps us apart no matter where we go...