Author Notes/Random Things

Giving Up Is Our Only Option

There's no where to run.
There's no where to hide.
I've always been done, before and after I tried.
Why is it you think you can walk all over me?
I'm not the doormat you take me to be.
You've been the reason I cry for almost three months.
When will you be considerate and know I've had enough?!
I'm tired of trying and chasing after you.
I'm tired of feeling like a lost puppy running behind you.
I feel like you've given up because we don't talk at all.
Ugh! What did you make me have to fall?
I'm sitting on the ground waiting for you to pick me back up.
But I know you never will.
You say you'll try.
Yet the next day, I feel like I have to say goodbye.
But I don't.
Why don't I?
It's because I'm still waiting for you to pick me back up.
But now, I'm giving you up.
It's our only option.
I'm tired of getting hurt and pretending I'm fine.
I'm tired of having to fight for something that isn't mine.
I still feel the pain you caused.
At least now I have someone who helped me up and brought gauze.
She cleaned me.
My dry blood is gone.
My cuts have scabbed over.
I may have scars, but at least I have someone who accepts  me.
I have someone who I know will never leave my side. We've already been through thick and thin.
And guess what?
She's more than you've been and more than you ever will be.
I appreciate her to an extent where words cannot describe.
I love her and she keeps my soul alive.
She probably thinks this is the cheesiest thing to ever grace the planet. But that's ok.
You know why?
Because I know that though we may argue or annoy each other it doesn't effect our friendship.
She never left me behind like you did.
She's never hurt me like you have.
She's never made me feel like I didn't exist like you did.
You are not the same person I met three years ago.
Oh, I've accepted that.
But your need to grow up needs to be pushed flat.
But, I don't have to worry about that now.
You're not my problem anymore.
And you're sure as heck not one of my priorities.
Giving up is our only hope.
And it's your fault it's come to this.
Have fun with your recent, soon-to-be victim. I hope they cherish it while it lasts.
-SkylarAtlantis
12/6/16
10:15pm