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Sucker for Pain

Midnight, Alice lights up a cigarette and stares into the dark room where she belongs. She has never smoked and never planned to smoke, lighting up the cigarette is just a habit, a habit she fears to leave behind. This day, she met Yoongi again, nothing was the same. Day by day, she sits in this small tattoo shop; there's nowhere to go. She thought she could forget, she swore she can forget, and she acted like she forgot but... Did can she really?

Alice closed her eyes, she can picture herself speaking in her emotionless voice again: "I think she will forgive you, she'll be your friend again, I'm sure."

And then she hears Yoongi's deep husky voice following: "What if I still love her? Will she come back to me?"

"She has moved on."

And there was silence until they arrived the tattoo shop once again.

Alice buddies her head in her hands, she said it. Yes, she said it. "AHHHHHHH you little bitch what the fuck were you saying?! Stop acting like you know your shit, you're just a piece of trash! WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT YOUR HEART? How do you know you won't regret rejecting him today? You are already regretting, haha, you fucked up." Tears fell onto his newly drawn Phoenix design. As if putting off the fire around the Phoenix, tears fell. "You're just a sucker for pain."

What Alice doesn't know is, on the other side of the wall, Yoongi whirled him beer bottle. "Cold." He murmured. "It's cold." He looked at his watch, 1:47. "Why is so cold at this hour? Ah, you work, you work, but you're never getting close. 24/7 typing in front of a PC what kind of shit lyric did you come up with? HA, NOTHING." He smashed the beer bottle on the DELETE key held it there.