Touch Me How

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I can't take it anymore! I'm so horny that everyday my panties are wet. I decided to get rid of my virginity  for good.

I can't stand watching my friends freely making out with their boyfriends with no care in the world. I don't want to envy my friends because they can and I can't. Being a fucking virgin in twenty-two years of existence sucks.

Ayaw ko nang na le-left out everytime sinasama ako sa mga okasyon pinupuntahan ng mga kaibigan kong sinasama ang ka-ibigan nila.

Nandito ako ngayon sa bahay ni Ronnie.

I told Ronnie about everything. The masturbating and my reading of porn. 

She was shock at first. Tumahimik siya ng ilang sandali. Siguro iniisip pa ang lahat ng sinabi ko.

Napayuko ako. Ronnie has been my friend since I was in my first year college, seven years ago. Sabay kaming naggraduate ng kolehiyo, sabay kaming nag-apply ng trabaho. Naging karamay ko siya halos sa lahat ng nangyaris sa college life ko. Kahit na yung panahong siya lang ang natanggap sa trabahong sabay naming pinag-apply-yan. We still stick together and still my partner in crime.

 Nahihiya akong pinagtaguan ko siya ng sekretong ito.

"All that time you locking our door- you were...uhm.. touching yourself?"

I looked at her and nodded.

"I wasn't always like this. But one night when I was a kid at isa pang inosente sa kababalaghan, when I was still curios of sex and all the porn my  uncle has been hiding that I've been secretly  watching, my questions was answered that night..."

I just finished an episode of hentai using my phone, my femininity was a little ticklish and I unconsciously touch a small bulge inside my panty. It was sensitive and something else. I continued rubbing it up and down. Something inside of me was very happy and I wanted more. So I continue rubbing it faster and faster and a few moments later I exploded.

It was the most amazing feeling I ever felt. I felt like I was floating in cloud nine. And I know then that it will happen again.

And it did. 

"Noong bata ka pa nadiskobre ang mga ganito? At your still a virgin?" Ronnie ask again. Somehow insuring of the story she just heard.

I nodded again. 

Somehow, a very heavy burden just lifted from my shoulders. At least may isang taong makakaintindi sa akin 'pag lock ang pinto ng kwarto ko.

"Ronnie. I want to get rid of this. Every day akong lutang sa kaiisip ng mga sex scenes and positions and it's driving me nuts. Gusto kong malaman ang pakiramdam ng makipagtalik."

"Bakit hindi niyo ginawa ng boyfriend mo noong kayo pa ang gusto mo? For sure pareho kayong makatikim ng orgasm ni Rafael." Ronnie

"It's not just that, Ronnie. I can't just give away my virginity. You can just be a virgin once in your life and I want it to be special.

I was thinking of giving it to a virgin also but-ugh! I don't know! It's so frustrating being horny! At hindi ako nater-turn on ni Rafa noon. Hanggang ngayon."

Ronnie chuckled. "Nakakatawa naman ng situation mo. How about hiring a stripper? Ayaw mo no'n? You can get orgasms in just a night with no strings attached, sa expert pa."

"Are you crazy?! I don't want that. I might get STD's with my first time."

Kahit gusto kong ibigay ito sa magiging asawa ko. I'm just so horny and itchy to have sex.

"'Yan yang napapala mo sa pagbabasa ng mga packet book at porn sa wattpad na your applying it in real life na."

"Ronnie I can't help it, okay? It's just so good reading erotic scenes. Mas nararamdaman ko ang character ng kwento kaysa pinapanuod ko."

"Paano na 'yan? Binibigyan na kita ng mga suggestions ngunit ni re-reject mo."

"I want your cousin." Deretso kong sabi na walang pikit ng mata.

Ronnie's eyes almost pop out of their sockets. "Mother fucker! You mean si Zake? Don't tell me pinapantasyahan mo siya noon pa?"

I smirked. Giving away the answer.

Zake Villafuerte. Twenty eight years old, successful businessman, and a vir-gin. And to add it all up, a hunk. My type of guy. Kaso, takot sa mga babae.

"You can't be serious? Alam mo namang takot yun sa mga babae na halos magpapari na siya kung payagan siya ng mga magulang niya. Gusto mo talaga magkasakit ang ulo mo?"

"Well, ayaw ko namang kumuha at the same time bumigay ng virginity sa easy to get na lalake no. Gusto ko ring may mapapala dito that I'm going to be proud of."

"To be proud of? Hindi na ba sapat na makakuha ka ng virginity at mawalan ng bataan at the same time? You'll just fail with this kung ang pinsan ko ang gusto mong pagbigyan."

"Eh, siya ang gusto ko. I want him. Specially when he look to women na parang may mga nakakahawang sakit. I want to prove to him hindi tayo kagaya ng iniisip niya. And I get wet everytime I look at him."

Napaface palm naman si Ronnie. Hindi pa nasasanay sa bulgar kong pananalita about my arousals.

"OK. As much as I hate you doing this to yourself and to my cousin. I also want him to get rid of his fear of women. And to be advance 'I TOLD YOU SO'"

Nagmake face ako.  "Way to boost my ego best friend."

Now. Let us make plans.

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Paano na yan. pati ako nater-turn on na.. hahahah!

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