As Maddy walks onto the bus holding a slight tear. She sits in the back seat on the right and scoots to the window. She looks down to her wrists to see two slits poking out of her sleeve. She quickly pulls her sleeves down to cover them. As the bus starts moving she grabs her ear plugs out from her pocket along with her phone. She plugs them in her phone and her phone turns on. She puts her ear plugs in her ear. She puts on some music and bvb (black vail brides) pops into her ears. The bus stops and she looks out the window to see three kids get off. The bus continues and trees pass. She slightly looks up to see a blank gray sky with white clouds. As the gray sky moves before her eyes a tear falls quickly from her cheek, she wipes it away and keeps looking out. -a few minutes and bus stops later- the bus stops at Maddy's house and she grabs her back-pack and gets up. As she walks to the door of the bus she suddenly she hits the floor hearing people laughing in the background. She gets up without looking running as quick as possible to get off. She gets off the bus and runs straight to her house door crying. She unlocks the house door, opens it and runs to her room slamming the door behind her. As more tears fall down her cheeks she goes to her desk and grabs a key from under it. She unlocks a droor and grabs a small box. Sniffling she opens the box, grabs a razor and sits on her bed. As she pulls up her sleeve she puts the razor to her wrist and starts to push and pull. She keeps cutting more till she's done with the pain. -a few cuts later- she gets done with her wrist and moves on to her thighs, Cutting deeper and crying harder the pain takes over and starts to eat her up. She starts to get use to it and keeps going. -a few more minutes later- she gets done with her cuts and washes the blood off the razor and puts it back in its hiding spot. She cleans off the floor and her legs. "MADDY!!!" She hears a voices yell. Her eyes widen in fear and quickly throughs on some pants. "MADDYYYY!!!!" She hears again. " COMING MOM" she yells back. She runs out her room pulling her sleeves back down. Once she gets to her mom she sees her and fakely smiles. Her mom wobbles around Maddy as she's hoping she doesn't notice that she's been crying. As Maddy notices her mom is drunk her mom gives her a mad look and raises her arm. " why do you have to be such a disappointment?!" Her mom yells. Maddy's eyes grow big as her mom swings her hand to her cheeks, leaving a mark. She feezes up in fear and stairs at her mom.once she realises what happened a tear falls from her eye and she runs out the door.
-until next time, this is not over-
(Part two will soon be here)
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Non-FictionSad story about a young girl named Maddy with an abusive mother and no father. She is Color blind and only sees the Colors black and white. She gets bullied by others. The only person she can rely on is the one and only Alex.
