Something i wrote a long time ago and i just found it...

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Sept. 9th, 2015

It's been almost 4 years since I've realized what and who I was, but lately, I've been thinking. What if these feelings get stronger? I can't keep how I feel hidden away from them, that's wrong and this is not how I was raised. The thoughts of who I am as a daughter, as a friend, as a person keep me in this mood...I don't know how to describe it. I just feel like I can't and won't do anything. So.....I listen to music, watch tv or like I'm doing right now, write to get through this moodiness. I don't know why I feel like this all the time. It's mostly when I can't sleep and my mind goes places that shouldn't even be fathomed. I just stay up for an extra 3-4 hours thinking about my sexuality because I'm not able to sleep

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