Dont Judge Me (niall horan fanfic)

Why?

~~~~~~~~skylers P.O.V~~~~~~~~~

I ran quickly and got Niall's T-shirt from the bathroom floor

And lets face it, guys smell!

So I take it into the laundry room. throw it in the washer and put in my headphones and listen to "replay by zendaya"

i love this song!

i decide to combine my mad dance skillz ( i have absolutely no skill in dance ) and my gymnastic classes and mix up a routine: i did a front handspring and ended the handspring with a roundoff did a high kick with a spin did a backflip then a backbend and ended by moving into a split.

i got up and then bowed to my imaginary audience.

But when i looked up i see a irish boy with his phone out recording me dance and looking at me in total awe and clapping to my performance.

I could feel my face burning from blushing too much.

"Oh im so sorry did i wake you up!!" I ask embarrassed

"Yeah ,but im glad you did! Sky, your amazing!!!" Niall said with an amazed look on his face

"Umm, thanks?" I say

He picked me up like i was weightless and kissed me over and over again.

"Hey why are you doing laundry at three o'clock in the morning!!" he asked while chuckling

"Oh no! your gonna ruin the plan!" i say laughing and wiggling my way out of his grip

I push him back to his room really fast

" What plan!" , " what are you doing " he asks over and over

" Nothing!!" , "you'll see!!" I answer

I run back to the laundry room and get the dried shirt and changed into it

I walked into the room in my sleeping shorts and a zip-up jacket

" Why are you wearing a jacket?" he asked laughing at me

I unzip the jacket and yell

"Kiss me, im irish!" And jumped on the bed laughing

He just stares at me a moment and suddenly attacks my face! Kissing me wildly, it was amazing! This boy really knows how to make-out with someone!

When he finally stopped kissing me we layed down in his bed. I fell asleep in his arms and it felt like heaven. I could stay there forever...

~~~~~~~~~Niall's P.O.V~~~~~~~~

Shes amazing... shes everything i could ever wish for. shes sweet, kind, cute, considerate, funny, strong, a great gymnast , and most of all ,shes beautiful

i look at her wrist, and i saw little lines all over her delicate skin, she had been cutting herself , but the marks were almost fully healed so i didn't really think to much of it. So I just sit here watching her sleep, not in a creepy way, but in a lovingly way.

I think i might love her...

When i look up i see louis in the doorway taking pictures of me and skyler! He ran away when he noticed i had saw him.

I slide my arm from under skylers head and immediately ran after lou and begged him not post the picture

"Stop! don't post that!" i beg

"To late!!" louis said with a evil laugh

"Nooo! Lou what about all the hate shes gonna get from that post!" i yell

'"Umm... I'm so sorry, i really didn't think of that..." He said sadly

"Maybe it'll be ok, just don't say anything to sky." I say unsure

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I wake up and I hear faint sniffling behind me so i turn around and see skyler standing there in tears holding her phone. she saw the comments. she ran back to her room very upset. So i go after her . i try to open the door but its locked.

"Please open the door princess." i ask

"No! " She yelled

"Please." i beg sadly

I hear footsteps from inside but the door is not being unlocked. Suddenly, i remember what i saw this morning. And I remember that she had cut before. Immediately I got very scared.

~~~~~~~~~skylers P.O.V~~~~~~~~

I cant believe what they commented about me! they don't even know me! I look at the comments one last time and see several of them saying things like

"Back the hell off of my man!"

"Dirty whore!"

"You don't deserve someone like Niall"

And "She looks like a fucking prostitute!"

Ouch.. that last one hurt. I get off the bed and walk in the bathroom to get some tissue to wipe my tears. as i walk in the bathroom i see a small blade. i remember how cutting myself... Somehow helped me mentally with all the hate i had for myself. i guess hurting myself physically help cure me mentally.

I walk over to the blade and pick it up. i walk over to the sink and take the blade to my skin. -

Cut One, for being hated

Cut number two, for letting my guard down to him

Cut number three, for believing in love

Cut number four, for falling in love with him -

As i am about to do number five i hear a loud slam from the bedroom. i look up and see a teary-eyed Niall stand in the doorway of the bathroom.

He slowly walked over to me and kneeled down on both knees. he then took my hand, looking at my bleeding arm.

"Why skyler? i just dont understand why?" He asked letting a tear roll down his cheek.

"I , I .... it helps..." i say shamefully

He got up and walked out of the room, shaking his head in disappointment

I got up and walked to the sink and after a couple of minutes i finally got the bleeding to stop.

I get up and go into my backpack and get out a black shirt that said "stronger than yesterday" ,mint ( greenish ) colored skinny jeans, and my black converse shoes. And of course a cardigan to hide the cuts i had shamefully made.

I walk out of the bedroom with my backpack on my shoulder and as i am almost at the door when someone lightly snatches on my backpack and it yanks me backwards a little. I turn to see who did it. Its Liam.

" Niall told me what happened." he said

I looked back at the ground, pulling at the sleeve of my cardigan.

" I kinda figured he would tell you guys." i say still looking at the ground

" I have a message from Niall." he said handing me a folded piece of notebook paper

I unfold the paper and read to myself-

__________________________

Dear princess,

Please meet me at "Bonnie's bar and grill" ( we have a small gig there )

At 9:30 tonight

- Niall xx

__________________________

I smiled at how he called me princess.

I smiled and nodded a yes to liam.

I walked out the door and started down the road.

I had been shopping all day and 8:00 finally came around.