I love you, Shin Higaku

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I love you, Shin Higaku.

From the moment I've laid eyes on you, I knew you were destined to be mine. It's a weird feeling in my gut, but I know what I'm feeling is right. A beautiful, weird feeling circulating my body like a raging river flooding an innocent village- that is how you make me feel, Shin Higaku.

I love you. I'll always love you. But you don't know who I am. It's okay. I don't think you'll accept me anyways.

You don't know this, but I adore you, everything you do. Everything. Just thinking about that dark hair and nervous stutters makes me-! Mmmh! God, Shin, I love you!

You don't notice me, and I think you'll never notice me, but I wish I had the guts to tell you how much I love you. I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

I lOvE yOU.
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He's with Taro again. Damn it! Why are they always together? Ever since that one girl- what's her name, Osana? She used to be around him 24/7, and now Taro's replaced her with Shin. Bastard! Shin deserves much better than that! You can't just make someone your friend just because your other friend turned out to be a psychopath! Hmph. Jerk.

Shin used to come to school with his face in his Occult ritual book, walking right past me and everyone else, barely showing any emotion. Lately, he's been all smiles with Taro. It's that stupid Taro! Could he have cast a spell on him? No, Shin's way too smart for that! Why is he always with him...
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I had tried to get your attention earlier this year, my love. There's this girl- Oka Ruto. She's been talking to the Student Council President about creating an Occult club for this school- I know, I know, perfect for you, right? I saw her idea being refused by the council, so dadadada-dada! (heroic fanfare, Shinny my love) I came to her rescue to make sure that this dream had become a reality for Oka. Right. For Oka.

She and I had become friends after I had pitched in to help her club idea. Eventually, I told her about you, Shinny. You were perfect for that club!- always reading your little book with your cute little face. She said she didn't know who you were- don't be mad! I know exactly how much you hate being ignored~
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Get away from my Shin! Get away! God, don't you have somewhere else to be? Like, visiting your crazy bimbo in prison? I hate the way he towers above him like he's God. Shin keeps following him like he's his shadow or something. You're better than that! You don't deserve half-assed guys like that Taro Yamada when I can appreciate you better!

I wish you knew how much I love you...

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Oka has a crush on that stupid Taro, so it was a win-win- she now had an excuse to talk to her stupid crush. She told Taro to tell you about the club, and I told her to tell Taro to tell you. (What a mouthful, Shinny!) You've been through a lot since that stupid skank slapped you. You started hanging out him him after that too. I knew you would listen to him. But I don't know why.

So now I've been sitting here waiting for you to show up. It's been months, but the Occult club is still thriving. We have members. We just don't have a Shin...
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"Excuse me. Is this the Occult club?" Shin? Is that you?

No, it's just some girl I don't care about.

"Y-yes." says Oka. "Do you want to join...?" She's eager to get more members. Ugh, who cares? They are not my Shin.

"No, I just wanted to ask if Shin Higaku is in this club." she says with a blank expression.

What does she want with my Shin?

"Shin? I-I'm sorry, he isn't in this club..." she responds.

"Thank you." She says, turning around. I decide to follow her. I follow her for a little bit before she sharply turns around and faces me. "What do you want?" she asks, looking fearless. I take a good look at her face, and then I remember. It's her, from the stairs.
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How dare you slap my loving Shin, you bitch! I grip that slag Osana by the hair and toss her down the stairs as hard as I can. I've been waiting to get her alone for a while, and now I can exact my revenge for him. My sweet Shin's been struck by the likes of you, and now you must pay. I pull out a sacrificial knife I bought on eBay (hey, at least I admit it!) and I slowly walk down the stairs as she trembles in fear.

I sense someone behind me so I turn around. It's her, the girl with the ponytail.

"What are you doing here? If you know what's good for you, you should run away...!" I snarl at her. Instead, she takes a step towards me, startling me a little. She keeps going until she walks past me, down to Osana. She stands over her for a little bit before stomping hard on her leg.

She screams in pain for a long time, but she keeps pressing down. I hear a crack and Osana passes out from pain. The girl with the ponytail slowly turns her head up to face me with her ice-cold eyes. It was the most intimidating moment of my life. I ran away screaming, accidently alerting our fellow classmates.

Next thing I know, you were hugging Taro and looking at that girl.

Why don't you ever look at me, Shin? Why?

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Once again, we're at a staring stalemate. "What are you doing here?" she says. "If you know what's good for you, you should run away." I shake a little, but I don't leave.

She starts to walk towards me. I don't move.

She gets closer.

She's inches away.

"WHAT DO YOU WANT WITH MY SHIN." I blurt. She stares at me his those ice-cold eyes and says-

"Shin Higaku stole what is mine. And I am going to get it back. No matter the cost." She walks past me- again.

You're in danger, Shin. That girl is going to hurt you, I just know it! Shin, you need to be close to me. I can protect you- I know I can!
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"...shin higaku..."

"Huh? Did someone say my name?"

"Y...yeah, It was me. Hello."

"Hello."

"..."

"Was there something you needed?"

Why are you so assertive now? Where's my shy, stuttering Shin? What did Taro Yamada do to you!?!

"..."

"I can't hear you. What did you want?"

"...The Occult club..."

"Hm?"

"You should join the... Occult club. We want you... to...join..."

"I can barely hear you."

"YOU SHOULD JOIN THE OCCULT CLUB!"

"...Oh. Okay."

"...Really...?"

"Oka asked me a long time ago, but I had forgotten. I was very preoccupied with my... studies. When is it?"

"Our next meeting's after school... today."

"Okay. I'll be there... I'm sorry, what was your name again?"

"I never said it."

"But we have class together and I don't know it."

HE NOTICED ME!!!

"R-right we do... My name is... Chojo Tekina."

"Nice to meet you. I hate it when people forget my name. I promise to remember yours."

"Come on Shin, we're going to be late for biology!"

HIM.

"Coming, Taro. I'll see you later, Chojo Tekina."

"Th-thank you... bye Shin!"

I love you, Shin Higaku~

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