Waking up

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It had been a week since Caitlin had lost the baby she hadn't left her home once and she had turned her phone off and shut her away from the world she didn't answer her door she just sat in a corner and cried.

Her fiancé was I'm a coma and she had lost her baby she had no shoulder to cry on that would understand what she was going through in just under a month her life had been ruined she hated that stupid partial accelerator.

She just wanted her life back.

At s.t.a.r labs

"has any one herd from Caitlin" iris asked approaching cisco and Jo who where standing in front of barrys comatose body.

"not since last week And she's not answering her phone or her texts im gonna head round to her apartment to see if everything's ok you can come if you'd like" cisco explained.

"I would but im supposed to be at work I will go round later" she politely declined

Cisco nodded and headed to Caitlin's apartment.

When he got there he nocked on the door no answer he tried to walk in but the door was locked.

"Caitlin its me cisco!" He shouted

She still didn't answer so he looked for her spare key knowing Barry he would lose his keys alot so Caitlin guessed they hid a spare one some were cisco found it on top off the door frame he opened the door when he walked I what he saw broke his heart.

Caitlin.

He face was stained with tears and her eyes were red and puffy she looked like she hadn't eat or slept only cried.

"oh Caitlin" cisco sighed wrapping her in a hug she cried on his shoulder.

"is this because off Barry?" Cisco whispered

"yeah and there's... theres something else" she admitted through sobs

"you can tell me anything cait... we are friends" cisco muttered

"I...I lost the baby cisco and its all my fault" she admitted as she started crying again

"caitlin its not your fault losing the baby is not your fault Barry being in a coma is not tour fault none off this is your fault you need to understand that cait" cisco demand

Caitlin shook her head and a sob wrecked her body "I lost my baby cisco I should've been able to look after them and I couldn't and on top of that I've lost the one man I've ever truly loved and if he ever wakes up and finds out our baby is gone he'll be deversated...its all my fault" she sobbed.

"Its not your fault" cisco whispered.

"I lost my baby it's all my fault...ots all my fault" caitlin cried over and over again in to cisco shirt untill her throat was raw and she was dizzy and tired.

When she woke up it was to cisco handing her a cup of coffee.

"go get changed and shower then we will go visit Barry together" cisco insisted.

Caitlin did as he said not long after she was at barrys bed side holding his cold Hand in hers.

She sighed "hey Barry its Caitlin I know you probably can't hear me right now but I have some really bad news" tears began to run down her cheeks. "Barry I lost the baby... I know how much you loved our baby and I'm so sorry cisco said its not my fault but I feel responsible I need you Barry please wake up just... wake up for me" she cried she stayed with him for a few hours just telling him how she felt and grieving for both of them

When she was finally done Caitlin kissed barrys forehead then walked over to cisco.

"you good?" Cisco asked Caitlin nodded even though nothing could make her feel better

Iris walked up to them and noticed Caitlin's red tear full eyes "hey Caitlin are you ok" iris asked full of worry.

"I... um I... um the" Caitlin couldn't admit what had happened as she started crying.

So cisco did "she had a miscarriage"

"oh Caitlin I'm so sorry" iris whispered Caitlin nodded and ran out the cortex doctor wells had witnessed there conversation from a far.

8 months later

Everyone knew that Caitlin had lost her and barrys baby and they were still skating around her and  she hated it Barry was still in a coma with no change it had been almost 9 months since Barry was struck by lightning and there had been no change.

cisco had tried to make plans to go out for pizza but Caitlin refused she had not really done much since she lost the baby all she did was look after Barry and eat and when she did eat she didn't eat much everyone was worried about her.

Cisco was playing the song Poker face just to get Caitlin to smile but she still remained isolated from all the good emotions.

"Caitlin he's gonna wake up" cisco reassured

"I know and when he dose wake up he is gonna hate me for losing our baby" Caitlin finished.

there was a lound gasp and Barry shot up and in a daze pulled the wires out off his body.

"oh my gosh he's awake" cisco exclaimed

Caitlin froze In place for a moment then rushed over to Barry and checked him over.

"what where am I who are you cisco what happened?" He asked

Barry looked at Caitlin confused she looked back at him like she was broken.

"your ok Barry you were in a coma for a long time" cisco explained

"how long?" He questioned and looked down at Caitlin who started at the floor

"don't freak out ok... 9 months" he stated

"really" Barry said in shock looking down at Caitlin she looked him in the eyes and replied a simple "yes"

"oh my gosh I'm so sorry I have to go it was nice meeting you..." Barry hinted for her name

"Caitlin" she replied sadly Barry jogged out off s.t.a.r labs.

Cisco looked at caitilin with his mouth open.

"he doesn't remember me" she mumbled

"maybe not now but he will" cisco answered softly

"you cant tell him about me and him about the Baby he loved that baby more then anything imagine how he would feel If he remembered" Caitlin said with tears in her eyes

"promise me you wont tell him" Caitlin demanded

"I promise" he promised

"I will go to Jo and iris and hack his phone computer facebook twitter erase all evidence and tell Jo that Barry will be coming 'home'" he continued

Catlin nodded her heart felt like that it had been ripped out and smashed it to 1000s of peace's.

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