Look not everyone came from the same background and I'm one of those kids. I had a tough start to life and I'm just looking for my restart. I don't want to forget all of my past some of it wasn't bad. I suppose you're wondering who I am and what the hell I'm talking about. my name is Allison Jennings but you can call me A.J I was born in San Antonio, Texas and have lived there all my life. My parents weren't exactly the best.. they were horrid parents and just awful to know over all my mother was a cocaine addict and avoided my very existence my father beat me and was and awful drunk. Everyday he would come home from gambling with his friends and be drunk off his ass. I would always know if he did well or not depending on how bad the beatings were. One day when he was gambling he lost a couple hundred bucks to his friend so he cut a deal with him. My virginity. His friend took the deal but said he would let his son Dustin have me. Dustin was 16 and I was 14 when this happened. Dustin came into my room and just stood in the doorway until I looked up from my laptop. I had met Dustin a few times before this but he would always just come up to my room and sit on his laptop. I had always assumed he just wanted to get away from the filth downstairs. "Hey Dustin." I said he said nothing he just looked up and gave a devious smile. "Did you want something?" I asked. "Yea I did." he said and walked over and kissed me. it was my first kiss and I didn't quite know how to react so I just went with it. Dustin pressed me into my bed and climbed on top of me and began to strip off my clothes. "What are you doing?! Stop!" I yelled. SLAP! He hit me across the face. I winced at the pain. "Shut up I'm taking what's mine." I struggled to get loose but it was no use he was much stronger than me and had my body pinned. Once I was nude he started to take his clothes of too. he pulled a condom from his back pocket and slipped it on. "This is gonna hurt." he warned. It was an understatement. Dustin thrusted into me with all of his force. I screamed at the pain. It felt like a knife had been jammed in me. He didn't even stop as I screamed he took it as a cue for more and kept thrusting into me. eventually he finished and pulled out from me. I curled into a ball as he got dressed. Everything ached. "Can't wait to do this again." He said with a wink. "What on earth made you think this would happen again?! I didn't want it to happen this time!" I yelled at him. He grabbed me by the back of my hair and pulled me so my face was an inch of two from his. I looked into his cold blue eyes which hidden behind his long blonde hair that fell along his cheeks. "Because Ally, I want too and don't worry you'll learn to like it." He said smugly. "Why are you doing this? What have I done to you?" I asked. "You? You haven't done anything. I'm doing this because you can't stop me." and with that he left. He came by everyday for years and usually raped me I eventually stopped fighting him so he would stop hitting me but I always i told him I didn't want to have sex with him which got me slapped every time. Soon he started taking me out to dinner and movies and to the mall because in his twisted little mind I was his girlfriend. He would act sweet and kind in public but if a guy ever tried to talk to me or I tried to talk to them he would beat me and threaten them so I tried to steer clear of most people and we kept to ourselves. I eventually lost any friends I had because I didn't have time for them or Dustin told me not to talk to them. Around the time i turned 17 I got a call from Dustin and he said he was moving to New York to live with his aunt because his father had been arrested on drug charges. I was ecstatic but pretended to be disappointed incase it was a test or something. It wasn't. Dustin Was really gone, thank goodness, I was finally free. Soon after the house next to our was moved into by a man a woman and there 3 kids. I decided to make some cookies and introduce myself. I threw on a white V-neck my batman beanie some jeans and my high top Chuck Taylor's. once I thought I looked presentable I walked over and knocked on the door. A little girl answered the door. "Hi I'm you next door neighbor Allison are your parents home?" she smiled and I heard from inside the house. "Jaylyn who's at the door?" she turned around and yelled to the person, "A pretty girl with cookies. She's our new neighbor." I blushed. "My mommy and daddy aren't home but my big brother Jc is." Just as she said that a gorgeous boy came to the door. He had dark brown eyes and brown hair that flipped just perfectly. He smiled a perfect smile at me and stuck out his hand. "Hi I'm Jc Caylen." I took his hand and shook it. "Jennings, Allison Jennings." We stopped shaking hands but didn't let go until a little boy came yelling towards us. "JoeFelix shut up." Jaylyn said. "Hi I'm JoeFelix." he smiled at me then saw the plate of cookies. "Who's cookies are those?" His eyes widened. "Yours." I smiled at the kid and handed him the plate. He and his sister ran away with the plate but not before Jc snagged 2 cookies. He handed one to me. "Thanks." I blushed. He took a bite. "No thank you these are delicious." he said with a mouthful of cookie. "Attractive." I giggled. "I try." He shot me a smile. "So what brings you here to San Antonio?" I asked. "Well I lived in Texas already but my mom thought it would be a great idea to change everything. Cities, schools, homes. I don't like it." My heart dropped. he didn't even wanna be here. "But it's starting to look up." He said and my heart shot straight back up and my stomach did somersaults. We talked for hours that day until his mom and stepdad came home. "Justin who's your friend?" His mom asked. We stood up from the porch steps. "This is Allison Jennings our neighbor." she smiled. "Hi I'm Lyndi. It's nice to see Jc's making a friend." I shook her hand. "It's nice to be making friends." "So honey would you like to invite Allison over for dinner." she said to Jc. "Allison?" He asked. "I'd love too ." "You should check with your parents and see if they want to come over too." Shit if they see how awful my parents are they won't want me around Jc. He wouldn't even want to be around me. "Sure I'll be right back." I ran over to my house and looked around the house. Thank goodness no one was home. My dad was probably out getting drunk or betting and my mom was probably getting high. I ran back over to Jc's. "So what did they say?" Mrs. Caylen asked. "They aren't home but I'm sure they won't mind." I smiled. After dinner I decided I better get home before my parents so I said my goodbyes. "Oh Allison come on by whenever you want. You can spend the night if you want." Mrs. Caylen said. "Thank you Mrs. Caylen but I'd better get home I wouldn't want my parents to worry." I lied they wouldn't worry I just didn't want my father to hit me for leaving the house. Jc looked a little upset but then offered to walk me home. "You know I live right next door." I laughed but accepted in order to spend more time with Jc. "So what?I wouldn't want you to get abducted or anything." He smiled. "My hero." I rolled my eyes. He mumbled something that sounded like 'I wish' but I ignored it. When we walked up to my front door Jc seemed like he wanted to say something but he just hugged me. "So i'll see you tomorrow them?" he asked. " I'd love to. Anything in particular you want to do?" I asked. "Well I'd love a tour." he offered. "Sure we can get breakfast at the Starbucks up the road." He nodded. "Cool we can skate up there around 10." "Skate? I don't know how." he smiled. "I can teach you if you want." I had always wanted to learn but never really had the chance. I nodded and hugged him. Just then my moms car coming up the road. "Shit." I said. "You have to go." he looked shocked. "I'll explain tomorrow I promise. I'm sorry." He nodded and ran off. I ran into the house and quickly changed into my pjs and jumped into bed. My mom came in and went to bed I assume because I didn't hear anything else and soon enough I fell asleep myself.
