We went back to the tent when it got dark and cooked hot dogs. Even tho it was summer it was still cold out at night. Kian noticed the goosebumps on my arms and got a blanket for us both. When we finished eating I rested my heading his shoulder. "Kian I don't wanna lead you on." "I'm gonna fall anyway might as well enjoy it." he said making me giggle. "I know you love Jc but I can't help but think you love me too." "I do but differently you know?" "You love me like a friend or a brother but not a boyfriend." "Somewhere between a friend and boyfriend." He chuckled. "So if you weren't with Jc you'd date me." "Well at the moment it's complicated with him but yes if he was out of the picture I'd probably be dating you." "Interesting." He said deviously. "That doesn't mean kill off Jc and you can date me. Just go with the flow and we'll see where time takes us." "Woah that's deep man." He said making both of us laugh. "What if I don't want to wait?" he asked facing me. "Then I suppose you're shit out of luck." "What if I just take what I want." He said kissing me. I gave in for a moment but pulled away after a few seconds. "No Kian." He sighed. "Im sorry thing are the way they are." "Me too." he said kissing my temple. "It's not really fair if you think about it." "How so?" I asked. "Ive know you longer, I hit on you, you finally agree to go on a date with me, I kiss you, our date is cancelled, you and Jc fall in love over night, Sad Kian." he said makin puppy dog eyes at me with his beautiful hazel eyes. His eyes were hazel like mine but mine had a tint more green and blue. "I'm not sure of what to tell you." I said biting my lip. "I love you." "I love you too." I smiled. "Im gonna go to sleep you coming?" Kian asked. "Soon but I'm gonna sit in the pier for awhile." "Ok. Hurry back." I nodded and walked out to the water. I sat on the pier and looked at the moons reflection off the water. I started to sing Do it 2 Me by Allstar Weekend:
I can feel your heart beat as we intertwine
Like the beat of a million drums marching in line
Everything is spinning
Just in perfect time
Yeah the music is finally coming alive
The way your hair just dances through the breeze
Any place you're going's where I wanna be
And I know without you I'd be incomplete
I want it, I need it, I'm begging you please
You do it
You do it
You do it to me
There's something 'bout the way you sleep
When you're lying next to me
I don't know how you do your thing, no
But you do it
You do it
You do it to me, yeah [x3]
You can feel me tossing and turning
Tell me I'll be alright
And the flame from a million sparks has to ignite
And the world of a boy and girl starts to collide
Yeah, the fire is finally burning tonight
I like it when your screaming woah-oh
(Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
Backseat you're pinning me down
(Oh-oh-oh-oh)
I can feel your eyes and they undressing me
I want it, I need it, I'm begging you please
You do it
You do it
You do it to me [x3]
There's something bout the way you sleep
When you're lying next to me
I don't know how you do your thing, no
But you do it
You do it
You do it to me, yeah [x3]
The way you walk
The way you talk
The way you groove
You're not afraid to move
The way you shake
Shake it down
Mix it up
You know there's something 'bout the
Way you live
Way you laugh
Way you love
You're not afraid to woo!
The way you kiss
Lick your lips
Twist your hair
You know there's something bout the way you sleep
When you're lying next to me
I don't know how you do your thing
There's something bout the way you sleep
When your lying next to me
I don't know how you do your thing no,
But you do it
You do it
You do it to me, yeah [x3]
The way you walk
The way you talk
The way you groove
You're not afraid to move
The way you shake
Shake it down
Mix it up
You know there's something 'bout the
Way you live
Way you laugh
Way you love
You're not afraid to woo!
The way you kiss
Lick your lips
Twist your hair
You do it to meee...
I sighed. "Your voice is beautiful." Kian said almost making me falling into the water. "God damn Keen give me a heart attack why don't you." he chuckled. "Why don't you make covers on YouTube?" I laughed. "Come on give me one reason why you shouldn't." I thought for a second. "1. I can't sing. 2. I have stage fright. 3. I cant sing 4. I'm ugly so I doubt anyone would wanna watch me. And 5. I Can't Sing." He looked at me confused. "Yes you can. You don't have to sing in front of people just a camera. Yes you can. Your gorgeous so shut the fuck up. And YES YOU CAN." I shook my head. He cupped my cheeks and pulled me to his lips but stopped a few inches before. "I won't lie to you. I love you. Don't say no yet at least think about it ok?" "Ok Keen." "Good." he said letting go again. "Wanna go to bed?" He asked. I nodded and he picked me up bridal style. "Kiki what are you doing?" I giggled. "Carrying you to bed." he smiled laying me down gently next to him. He took his shirt off and then his sweats. "Is it ok if I sleep I my boxers?" I nodded and changed out of my bikini and into one of his T-shirts and a pair of panties. "As long as you don't mind if I sleep in your T-shirt. He chuckled. "It fits you like a dress." I rolled my eyes and snuggled up to him. He kissed my cheek and I rested my head in the crook of his neck. "I love you." he said dreamily as I drifted off into a deep sleep. "I love you more." I mumbled before falling asleep.
