The Silent Wolf Girl

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My alarm clock.

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BEieauuppp……

Yup, I slammed it shut.

This was the last day of this school year, so I didn’t need it anymore. And why would I keep it alive when it only is flying annoying and super loud? I doesn’t make sense. But anyways, as I said, this is the last day of school. My normal human school. Today was the day that I was going to live with a pack. Today was the day that I was moving to California. Today is not a normal day. Today is my last day in Edacity! Today is just the day that I can start almost everything over again. Today, is a special day!

‘’Mute! Breakfast is ready! Today is your last day of school, come downstairs sweetie.’’ My mom called me from the kitchen. Well, to me she is like my mom. Ah whatever, let’s get to story-time another day okay? Are you asking me that, or are you just talking to yourself again? Oh, I almost forgot her, my wolf. Her name is Sheyenne. Every werewolf has an inner-wolf. You can see it as another person but than in your head and not real. But once you are in your wolf-form, than your wolf takes over and you are in her/his head. But as I am only 15, I can’t shift yet. Next month I am turning 16 tho, so I just have to wait. Oh and when you turn into your wolf, you can find your mate too! If he is near, that is. You could also have a mate that lives 10 country’s away, but fate always brings the mates to each other. Whether it is at the end of your life, or already in the beginning, fate always brings it’s mates to each other. The way you know someone is your mate, is that when he/she smells reaaalllyy good, you go all crazy on that person, when you two have eye contact you know it immediately, the voice of your mate is beautiful and he/she suites you with everything. Your mate is perfect for you and other wise too. how do know that? well, I have a brother whom is 20 already and has found his mate. so yeah, maybe he told me when I asked him... just maybe. I always dreamt of finding my mate, but then I think that I can’t even speak to him, so that dream is already crushed. So now I hope that maybe, my mate is 10 country’s away, so that I don’t get to meet him till the end of my life. But at the other end, I will feel miserable if I don’t find my mate soon after I shift. Soon, in like 10 years or so.

‘’Ready for your last day of school?’’ my mom suddenly asks me, pulling me out of my thoughts. I just nod back. They are used to it though, me just nodding, not even looking at them or opening my mouth to try and speak. I just never feel like it. I think I don’t even know how to use my tongue anymore for speaking. Of course I just eat with it, but I haven’t spoken for almost 11 years. Wow! Now that I say that, that is pretty long! No wonder I haven’t made one friend since. I haven’t spoken for 11 years! God, even I think that I am a freak now. Well done M, well done. Look who finally caught up on that! Why don’t you just talk to yourself at least? It would be something! No Shey, you don’t get it, if I do talk to myself out loud, then I can just go and talk to everybody! I can’t do that! Well, I still don’t get why you are so afraid. Yes I know the story, but that was 11 years ago! Don’t you think that maybe now, it doesn’t matter anymore? Maybe he is already dead! Shey, you know that werewolf’s can live longer than normal humans right? Oh, oh yeah. Oops! But what if he was ju-  I cut her off with putting my wall up. That way I can’t hear her, and she can’t hear me. Perfect silence.

That was until I climbed out of the car. Every student was running around like a wild animal was after them, but then with a smile on their faces, as if the wild animal was funny looking. ‘’LAST DAY OF SCHOOL SUCKERS!’’ I heard a senior guy saying. ‘’OMG, I AM GOING TO ITALY TOMMOROW FOR A WHOLE 6 WEEKS! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT THIS IS ALREADY THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL?’’ again I heard a senior girl talk to her friends.

I walk further while tuning all the humans out, this day is going to be; weird, special, tiring, boring and most of all, veerrry long!