AMANDAS POV
So amy is coming over tonight, Usually when she comes over It doesn't bother me, but today im extremely nervous. I'm going to tell amy how I really feel. I honestly can't take it anymore it's gonna hurt me because I know that she is straight. But it honestly hurts keeping it in. I'm going to make my house all romantic, i've cooked a great vegan dinner (amy is vegan) and i've lit some candles and I have amy's favorite band playing. I'm wearing my nicest red flannel, black ripped skinny jeans, and my doc martins. which is a normal Amanda outfit. i just want this night to be perfect even though i know my hearts going to be broken in the end......
AUTHORS NOTE: I'm so sorry for not being consistent on the update and that is going to change i'm going to strive for a chapter or two a day. i have many plans for this book and if there is anything you would like to see just comment!!!!

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Fanfictionamanda is a socially awkward 18 year old. Did i mention shes gay? she starts to catch feelings for her best friend amy but is amy gay? does she have the same feelings? not only to mention amandas extremely homophobic parents. read to see how this al...