♡Cheater♡

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How long has it been, since I have been able to smile so happily?

Months? Years? Honestly, I have no clue.

When will this feeling stop? I hate this.

If only I could dissappear.

"But if you were gone, who would love me?"

I heard a voice speak up from behind me.

Turning around, there was a raven haired male staring straight at me. Soraru.

"Hey Mafu. How long has it been since we broke up?"

Soraru smiled bitterly, staring at me with those eyes that seemed to see everything.

My soul, my heart, my pain. Everything.

"I still love you. So won't you just come with me?"

Soraru asked, holding out his hand and tempting me with everything I used to have.

It doesn't matter if he's lying.

It doesn't matter if I'm not who he really loves.

It's fine if I get hurt.

It's not as if this was the first time I was betrayed by someone.

So why does it hurt so much more?

"Sure. But, I'm not forgiving you."

I challenged, probably knowing I'm going to lose later.

Soraru is just so cruel.

......

"Mafu?"

"Hmm?"

"I'm sorry. I already broke up with her. I only love you."

Lier.

"Really?"

"Yeah."

Your too cruel, soraru.

But in truth, I'm probably even more cruel.

"Soraru, I don't care if your lying. Just don't do it in front of me."

"I told you-"

I placed a finger to his lips to silence him.

"Sshh. I don't need your excuses."

......

I know it's been many years since he cheated, but I still can't forgive him.

"Mafu. It's fine if you don't forgive me. Just remember, I will always love you."

Me too. I love you. Not that I will ever admit it, though.

I smiled as once again, Soraru pulled into his arms my everything.

My self hatred, my sorrow, and my twisted heart.

The end?

I'm not really sure which direction this story went but, it's been a while since I have written anything.

My exams also start next week and I haven't revised so......I'm absolutely dead.

Well, hope everyone else is great and sorry for being absent.

See you!




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