1000 Reasons to stay

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I dont know what drove me to do it. Maybe it was Dawson's suicide. Maybe it was the break up. Maybe it was the abuse... Maybe it was all of those reasons that drove me over the edge
To not want to live anymore.
My life was okay. If you count the fact that i was emo
And people were afriad of me. By the way my names kryzza... I know i know i should have a name like chad or sam but yeah whatever. I knew i was different when i hit 14.
I was always quite wierd to be honest. I got expelled alot
And not for fighting. And my dumb parents kept sending me to the same type of school in hopes i' d magically go back to the girl i useto be... Out of all these Christian schools
New High private was the best... Thats where i met my best friend dawson. He's not like me actually... He's quite different he was always happy and running around and it made me want to bang my head againts a wall the first few days i was there. His voice was full of life and energy and he was the only one to talk to me
And for some reason that annoyed me. And he was my first reason.

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