My Boring Life Rants..

sad..

Lol im bored.. I just left my cousins house. I went into this room filled with boys playing video games and they were just funny so I stayed in there the whole time😂. Now I'm going to Sydney and Tatum's house... I'll update when I get there!

Guys when is someone gonna love me? Oh yeah because I look like a rat... I'm so ugly my own dad left me.. I read fanfics and I imagine myself as the main character because no one loves me in real life... I just read a fanfic and the main characters where so in love and I started crying because I want someone to love me..

But no one ever will. No one will treat me right  and yeah I get that no ones perfect.. But can't there be at least ONE person that loves me? Most of my exes cheated on me... My crushes don't like me.. I'm just piecing it all together. I'm just gonna except no one will ever want me...

I see my mom and my step dad cuddling on the couch watching movies together and I look at them and think I want a relationship like that... I want someone that will hold me when I'm upset and tell me everything's going to be ok.

I want someone that would call me beautiful everyday. I want someone that will cuddle with me and love me for who I am and not just for my looks. I'm just done guys. I accepted the fact that I will be forever single and no one would EVER want to date me.. Because I'm ugly I look like a rat..

Well guys I might not update for a few days because I just don't want to update.. I'll still be reading though..  I'll update if I feel like it... I'm gonna go cry in a corner now bye for now doods- The Writer Nalida😔💖