Forbidden Affair (completed)

Chapter 2

CHAPTER 2

I'm already on my way home and up to this point, di pa rin ako makapaniwala sa lahat ng nangyari kanina lang.

I just lost my virginity to my teacher!

Alam mo yung feeling na alam mong mali? Alam mong hindi tama? Pero you can't help but feel okay with it. Lalo na kapag naaalala mo na sobrang special ng pinagsaluhan nyo ng long-term crush mo. Well, I don't really know much about his feelings.

But at least, for me, it really is very special.

*bzzt bzzt bzzt*

Bigla akong napatigil sa pagmumuni-muni nang mag-vibrate ang phone ko sa bulsa ko. Kinuha ko 'yon then I saw my bestfriend texted me.

From Bhez : Hoy bhez, nsan ka ba?! Tinanong n kta s lhat ng kaklase mo, wla k nmn dw s room nyo! Care mo nmang sbihin sa akin kng san 'yang whereabouts mo noh!

Medyo natawa ako sa text ni bhez. Minsan kasi talaga may pagka-high blood eh. Para naman akong mawawala diba? Malaki na kaya ako, in fact na-experience ko na nga ring makipag--uhmm. Oh well, nevermind!

"Manong para po..." sabi ko nang natapat na sa gate ng subdivision namin yung jeep na sinasakyan ko. I quickly came out of the jeep, then with my sudden move, I felt it.

My bottom part felt sore.

I just disregard that feeling then walked towards my house. I even waved to the guard on my way home. Dalawang kanto lang naman yung layo ng bahay namin mula sa gate kaya hindi na rin ako nagpe-pedicab. Lapit lang naman e.

When I reached our house, kinuha ko yung susi ng gate namin, as usual, mom wasn't home. So I used my key then went straight to my room.

My mom is a single mother. My father left us when I was four, since then, hindi ko na alam kung ano na ba nangyari sa kanya. I still love him though, pero syempre hindi mawawala yung hinanakit. I have a kid brother din, actually hindi na nga s'ya bata e, he just turned 15 last month. Ang daming pinapaiyak nung batang yun. How did I know? Ako lang naman kaya ang iniiyakan ng mga exes n'ya.

Anyways, nang nasa kwarto na ako, I turned on the AC, then lay down my bed.

Ngayon ko lang naramdaman yung pagod. Pero ang saya ng pakiramdam ko. Para bang na-kumpleto ako?

Ewan ko ba, it may sound ridiculous kasi a lot of girls would feel bad kasi they lost something so precious, which is their virginity. But in my case, it's the complete opposite.

I sighed in a delightful way.

I feel like a complete woman now.

"Huh? Ang aga naman atang umuwi ni mommy?" bulong ko sa sarili ko nang marinig ko ang doorbell naming.

Bumaba ako sa kama, careful with my every move. When I reached the gate, I was surprised to see...