Scooters New Act (Finished)

Chapter 22

Justin's p.o.v.

I woke up the next morning to my phone ringing. I quickly picked it up without looking who it was, so I wouldn't wake up tori. I unraveled myself from her carefully. then stepped right outside the door.

"hello?" I asked impatiently. "hey, did you find her bro? you never called me yesterday." it was Ryan and he sounded worried. "yea I got her, I haven't really gotten a chance to talk to her though. yesterday was mostly just crying, man." I looked down and quickly remember everything about yesterday. seeing tori at the beach, her crying, me picking her up and bringing her back to the car, and just going to sleep right after.

"ah I see, well, talk to her today. this might be your only chance, before she gets over it. good luck, man. talk to you later." I nodded my head even though he couldn't see me. "alright bye." I hated hearing what he said, but it was true. our future together really depended on right now. I may not get another chance.

I walked back in to see tori in the bathroom, rubbing some water on her face. I stood there and watch her as she dried her face and looked at herself in the mirror. I could tell she was judging everything about herself. "stop, your beautiful." I said, causing her to put her head down. I walked over to her and put my arms around her waist. she turned around and slightly pushed me away.

"cant I just be alone for a day." she muttered to herself as she walked away. I watched every move she made. she packed up her stuff and sat on the bed just going though her phone. I sat on the opposite side. "I cant leave you alone because I love you" she became dead quiet.

I turned my head slightly and heard her sniffle. I got up and sat next to her. "I'm sorry." she whispered so quietly, I wasn't even sure if it was her or if I was just hearing things. I looked up at her. she put her phone on the nightstand. she then turned to look at me and looked back down to her hands. I sighed, not really knowing exactly what to say.

"I'm really sorry I left you Justin. I hated seeing you the way you were. I wasn't used to it. I didn't know what to do so I left. as soon as I stepped foot off that plane in London, I knew what a mistake I had made. I cried myself to sleep every night, thinking about you. wondering if you were okay, if you were actually going to move on. I had absolutely know idea what to do with myself. I got up everyday, would see jade had already left, and sit out on the balcony and just look at pictures of us. I realized it wouldn't have mattered if I actually went to London or not because either way, I was alone. every time I went out to the club, I was by myself. jade couldn't go because she had to wake up early. I had no reason to go to bed, I had no reason to be there. I thought by being away from you and music and everything else, I would somehow become happy again. I'm not happy Justin. I hate who I am, what I did to you, what I did to the fans by leaving. I'm a mess and no one sees it. after losing you I became more depressed then I ever thought could actually happen. I hate myself. I'm so stupid. I'm so sorry, Justin, I'm so sorry."

she put her head in her hands and cried. I never knew how unhappy she was. I grabbed her and pulled her into my lap. I whispered soothing things in her ear. she just wouldn't stop crying. I hated seeing her like this. I lifted her head up and made her look at me. god, she was so beautiful for someone who was crying. she sniffled and I looked into her eyes.

"listen, tori, you need to know you can come to me with anything, any problems. I love you just the way you are. were human, we make mistakes. its okay. I hate seeing you like this. I hate that I'm the reason your crying. don't blame yourself for everything that has happened between us. if its anyone's fault, it should be mine. I was the one that got involved with the wrong people. don't beat yourself up over it, okay? its done. those people aren't in my life anymore. you are more important then them. and kaylyn? don't even worry about her, she was just there to help me forget about you. which obviously it didn't work because each day you were gone, I thought of more reasons as to why I love you so much. tori, I love you so much it hurts. when you were gone, there was not a day that went by where I didn't talk about or miss you or cry over you. I missed you so much it killed me, that I never got to see your beautiful face. don't hate yourself and don't feel stupid because you're not. you are the most beautiful, smartest, funniest, most caring, kind hearted, loving person I know. I want you to be happy, whether that's with or without me in your life. I love you so much. I want to marry you, have your children, die old together. I want to be with you forever."

by now I was crying as well. silent tears fell from Tori's face. she wrapped her arms around neck and cried into my shoulder. we rocked back and forth, until we couldn't cry anymore. "I love you Justin." "I love you too, tor."

after sitting there for ages, just hugging, we decided to go to breakfast. we went to some place on the beach and ate. it was a really quiet and secluded place and it wasn't too busy. which was nice.

we sat down and ordered our drinks. "so what does this make us, tor?" I asked out of curiosity. I mean you cant blame me. after everything that happened this morning, I would expect us to be something.

"well, Justin, what would you like?" I didn't bother looking at her because I had a feeling she didn't want the same thing as me. "well, I want you to be may girlfriend, if its not to much to ask." I heard her giggle and I looked up at her.

"yes." she simply stated. my eyes went wide. "yes what?" I asked sounding way too excited, but I didn't really care. "yes, I will be your girlfriend." I stated smiling at me. I got up from my seat and picked her up out of her seat. I spun her around and kissed her with everything I had in me. she giggled into the kiss, which made me smile.

after breakfast, we decided to head back to l.a.. "wait Justin, what about my car?" I thought for a minute. "um I guess we could have someone come pick it up." she shook her head. "no i'll just drive it back. I will follow you." she said.

I dropped her off at the hotel to get her car and we drove back to l.a.. it definitely felt like the longest car ride ever without her being next to me.