Even I Need Love

Chapter One

Willow's POV  ( A few weeks after they left)

"Phoenix get me another soda" I yelled, "Okay miss bossy" she said handing me my Dr. Pepper.

Tony has his own place so thats where we have been staying, Kyle lives at home because hes still going to school so its easier for him. Right now they're gone so me and Phoenix are in my bedroom blasting music and acting like idiots, one of our favorite hobbies. I started to sing along to the song playing while Phoenix was sitting there laughing at me. When the song was over she turned the radio down, I looked at her for a explanation to why. "I don't think me and Kyle are going to work" she said this randomly so I knew that ment shes been thinking alot about it. "What why?" I asked "I just don't think I love him like I thought I did" she said blankly. "Are you going to tell him?" "Yeah I am but I also have to figure out how I'm going to tell him my baby isn't his" she said almost in a laugh. A voice spoke up from behind us, "I already know its not mine." We both turned around to see kyle standing in my doorway. "What?" Phoenix said confused, "How?" She added. "Well that night you ran to Ronnie and told everyone you cheated, you didn't atually cheat." He paused before continuing, "We had a few drinks and made out but you wouldn't let it go any further. You passed out in my bed and I layed with you, you must have woken up and thought we had sex for some reason, and thats probably when you ran to Ronnie." "WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME!?" she yelled she was obviously pissed now. "Phoenix I've loved you sense we were kids so when you said the baby was mine I thought that ment you loved me too. I soon realised that I was just your escape, but I'm okay with all that now I couldn't be a dad anyways so I'm not going to hold on to you anymore. Goodbye Phoenix." Her face was shocked I could tell for once she didn't know what to say. "Bye" she finally managed out. After she said that kyle turned and walked out of the doorway my guess is to go back home. I looked at her, "that is not how I planed any of that happening" she said. I laughed "well that wasn't that bad so it will be fine" I said with a smile. She smiled back, "I'm going to bed" she said. "okay" I said back. I decided to change and go to bed too.

(Next Day)

I've been waiting hours for Tony to get home. He had to work today, but he should have got off a long time ago. I know it shouldn't be a big deal hes late, but it is. He keeps sneaking around and getting high. I stopped doing that because I'm pregnant, and hes always saying 'we're going to be clean together' but hes not holding up his end! Plus every time I even consider maybe doing something small, he yells at me and refuses to let me do anything!

He walked into the door "hey baby" he said trying to be all sweet. I looked at him closely "are you high!?""Noooo...." he said trailing off. "Oh my god you are!" I'm so pissed! I grabbed my phone and ran out of the house. he stood out door yelling for me to come back, I ignored him and kept walking.

I felt tears fill my eyes. I saw the community pool and decided to go into the bathroom there. I looked at the pool and saw Tony there with a girl. "Is that Elizabeth?" I asked myself. Shes his ex so now I'm even more pissed off. I ran into the bathroom hoping he wouldn't see me, and he didn't. I closed the door and sat on the floor crying till Phoenix called me, probably to see where I went. I don't want her to know I'm crying. I let it go to voice mail while I collected myself. I got up and left to go back to the house. On my way back I saw Tony in a car with a girl. I groned and held back my tears. I took the long way back home.

I got there and trew the door open I imediatly saw him sitting on the couch. "I can't believe you went to the pool with Elizabitch!" I hissed at him. "what are you talking about?" "I SAW YOU AT THE POOL WITH HER AND THEN I SAW YOU IN HER CAR!" I  yelled. "I was at the pool with Christine!" he said. She is Bobby's girlfriend and I know hes friends with them both, but I know what I saw, I know hes lying to me. "You are such a liar this is getting ridiculous Tony." "Okay. So what? I went to the pool with her, it didn't mean anything!" "I don't care! you don't just go to the pool with your ex and not tell your girlfriend, and on top of that you got high AGAIN!" "its not my fault you can't get high because got knocked up!" he yelled at me. "Okay Tony we are done, I don't need this stress." "Fine bitch get your shit and leave" he yelled as I walked to mine and Phoenix's room. "DUDE where have you been!?" She asked as soon as I walked in. I looked at her "you know all the things I said about Tony still getting high?" "Yeah?" She said, "well hes still doing it and he went to the pool with Elizabitch and got pissy at me so we are leaving." I said all in one breath. "WHAT" she yelled getting off the bed. "Yep now come on get your stuff" I told her.

We both got all our things together and started to walk out. Tony was still in the living room, I could feel him staring at me as we walked out but I didn't care I'm done with him. Hes not the same guy from when we were younger, neither is Kyle they both turned into stuck up assholes. Phoenix and I threw our things into our car and got in.

"Where are we going to go?" Phoenix asked after riding for a little bit. "I think its time we went back home." I saw her eyes get wide "come on I don't wanna go back there" she whined. "Well too bad" I told her turning the radio up. She crossed her arms at looked out of the window. The rest of the ride was silent till we pulled up to our beautiful house, but just because it was a beautiful house doesn't mean its a happy house. There has been alot of dark memories here. I sighed unbuckling myself and getting out, Phoenix followed me. We didn't get our stuff out yet because I'm not sure whats going to happen. We walked up to the door and knocked a few times before it swung open. "Phoenix?, Willow?" "Hey Mom" Phoenix mumbled as we walked inside.