Speak | Sean Lew √

Ch. 9

A/N
(orAngE a/n)
So like I said I'm trying to not update as much for the misspelling and everything. I want the book to make sense that's why 😂😂 I don't want a bunch of "typo" 's hehe get it.. Typo ;) anyways yeaa supers sorry that happened often ;__;

Sean's POV (oh snap)

I woke up feeling a light tap on the shoulder.

I assumed it was Y/N but when I opened my eyes, it was her mom.

She politely told me to wake up, in a whisper-yell voice...tone. Or whatever.

I got up and cleaned the room, there really wasn't much to clean just putting the blankets and pillows away except for the ones
y/n was using.

After I folded everything I changed into my everyday wear, clothes.

The all time favorite :

POCKET TEEEEEEE[hee]

(Teehee aka Ryan Higa's phrase thingy)

And some black ripped jeans, only ripped on the knees though- don't worry.

When I finished getting dressed I ran downstairs, quietly though, so I won't wake up y/n.

Her mom was sitting on the couch watching the morning news and I joined her.

"Goodmoring Ms. (Y/L/N)"

"Oye Hi Sean! Goodmorning."
Her Filipono accent trailing off.

I smiled them sat down.

"Um, sorry to ask but why did you only wake me and not both y/n and I?" I said with curiosity.

"Oh, I wanted to talk to you that's all..." She ended the sentence with a smile and I couldn't help but smile back, she's so sweet and kind.

(Who else ships Sean with your mom rn 😂😂 is it just me? Omg I'm just kidding)

We talked for a bit and I then excused myself  and told Y/N that I had to go home and do some stuff so, as I said, I left.

The whole time I was at home, I was just thinking.

I thought about how Y/N has been affecting me, how I react to stuff or whatever, ughhhh I don't know.

I sighed then groaned because
of how stressed I am of this.

Are we just friends? Well,
of course we are, right?

I guess?

Ughhhhhhh I. Don't. Fcking. Know.

I'm just gonna back off a bit I guess,

ERRRRR I DON'T KNOWWWW??
I NEED HELPPPPP.

***

"Hey y/n..."
I said without looking up from my phone, I was playing Flappy Wings (similar to Flappy Bird) and I couldn't look up, my score was 200 and I was so close to dying.

Sup' she said emphasizing the 'p'

Oh. Well I died okay. I clicked the turn off button on my phone and then,

We sat on her couch in the living room of her house for a bit and talked.

Third person view

You : Hey Sean?

Sean : Wassup?

You : Um, so I was thinking maybe we could just be best friends?

Sean : Um, *chuckles* I thought we were?

You : Ugh, you know what I mean.
I don't want to be friends with benefits. Yes, I fangirl over you, but, I'm barley getting to know you in real life, you know?

Sean thought for a bit, thinking, yeah, he doesn't want that either, this whole things confusing what the crap.

(Hey it's me the writer, um in really sorry how this chapter turned out, like I don't even like it 😂😂 but I'm really stuck on ideas and things to write right now and yea. I hope I didn't disappoint you, I promise the next chapter is going to be wayyyy better :) )

Sean : Yeah, I understand, *laughs* so just bestfriends?

You : Yeahh *smiles*
just bestfriends...

•••

Your POV

So, I sorted out whatever was that Sean and I were, I mean yeah we were bestfriends, still are, it's just that, I don't know, it-it was,

It was legitimately- I don't know.

I liked Sean, maybe he liked me.

Wait-wait what?

Sean. Liked / likes me?

No.

No.

What?

No.

This can't-

What?

SEE I DON'T EVEN KNOWWW!

But never mind all that.

We're bestfriends. Well... Yep.

A/N
[orange-inal a/n heh heh]

Ewwwww this chapter hurt my heart ;__; but, I really want this book to develop like a flower being planted then growing under the snow in the winter then blooming showing all its beautiful colors in the spring.

I want this book to be like that.
Not oh kewl she's a fan, I like her she's cute and quirky, oh wassup were dating now. The end.

WHAT THE CRAP??

What kind of writer would I be if I made a story so short and a legit happily ever after with no sacrifices, like if something bad happens then it turns out ol' good good, wouldn't you feel relieved?
I knowwww me too!

(If you said no to be a savage dats kewl too)

(Sad movie voice, shtuff)

It's okay.. It's better this way
*cries waterfalls*