I Miss Adele [Sequel To 'I Kissed Adele']

promise

We stayed at the hospital for 48 hours... Which sucked but oh well. I was in the back seat watching London sleep while Adele drive us home.

After the drive home, I carry London inside and put her in her crib. I stand there watching her sleep, she seems so calm and peaceful. As for me? I was no where calm, I was tried and still heartbroken and scared.

My thoughts stops as soon I feel Adele hug me. "Hi baby" I smile a little. "Hi" she kisses my cheek. "Im going to make dinner, okay?" I nod and she walks out to make dinner.

While she's making dinner, I go into a shower, Im overthinking again. My thoughts are killing me. I remember where I kept my blade, I get it and hold it and stare at it. Hoping my thoughts will go away. But they keep getting louder and louder, I start to cry. I put the blade on my thigh and cut. I keep cutting until my thought go away.

After my thoughts leave I look at my thighs, I count how many cuts I made. I cut 20 times... "Fucking hell, I just became a mother and Im falling apart again" I start crying again.

I turn off the shower and get out. I have blood running down my legs, but to be honest, I don't really care.

I clean up the blood and get dressed. I walk into London's room and she's still asleep. I walk downstairs to Adele eating at the table, alone. I quickly rush to the table. "Hey.." I don't look at her in the eyes. "Hey. You okay? You were in there for awhile." I just nod and start eating.

After eat, we go our room and lay down. We cuddle up to eachother, for some reason, Im still very heart broken. But I smile anyway. She falls asleep and I do too shortly after.

I wake up to the sound of Adele crying. "B-babe?" I ask her. "Lisa why? Why?" "why what?" "why did you cut yourself again?!?" I look down. "I-I don't know. Im sorry" she grabs my face while she's crying. "Don't ever ever hurt your self again. Promise?" I put my hand behind my back and cross my fingers. "Promise"

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Hey, I updated. I would like to say sorry now, my chapters will get more and more sad... Sorry...
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