Where Do Broken Hearts Go?

Chapter 3. The pain of the past.

Summer's pov.
As i entered the door, i saw my mother sitting in the dining room and reading some books i think. " what are you doing mom?" I said. She didn't say anything. So i walked towards her and i saw that she's not reading a book, she is looking at the photo album. As i sat besides her i recognized the photos. The pictures that we are toghether, the pictures that we are still a family, the pictures of my dad with us, and the times that we are so happy. It is only on that pictures cause now we're not. The pain that is brought by my father is the pain that i can't forget. My mother suffer after they seperated. She's always crying every night, and seeing her like that also hurts me, it killa me from the inside. Sometimes my mother is not eating her food cause she can't stop crying. I remember the day when i here my parents fighting because of something. I hear that my mom cried and my father was saying sorry for what did he done. But my mother is just saying "get away from me!" And then she asked again "why did you do that? (Sob sob). You destroy our family! You fuckin' lied to me Richard! Why did you do that? Just tell me why?" She's sobbing. My father says "Let me explain. Im so sorry Jane. I didn't mean to do that it was an accident Jane. Please forgive me." He replied. "Accident?! So you are saying that its only an accident? I caught the two of you kissing in your office! Fuck Richard! Thats what you called an accident?! You're a fucking liar Richard." She said. "Its not what you think it is Jane. I..." My mother cut him off. "Not what i think? So what do i suppose to think Richard? That you're just her friend? That she is your best friend? WTF RICHARD! Im not a kid and Im not blind!" Mom says. And then my mother continue crying. Until i hear the words "Lets get Divorce Richard." And because i am just a kid i don't know what does 'Divorce' means. After a couple of days its early in the morning, i saw my father with his bags. I ran towards him and hugged him tight, but he said that he will just go to his work for a couple of months and he promised me that he will come back. And since i was a kid i believed him, i trusted him and i hold on to his promise that he will come back. Days and nights passes and my mother is always crying. Sometimes she's not eating, and sometimes she's not getting out of her room. And because i am just a kid, i can't do anything to make her stop. Months, and years passes and i know that my father is not comming back so i've stop believing to his promise. And as i grow up, seeing my mother like that also brings pain to me. Seeing your mother crying for that man? Its not that easy. Cause it also hurts my feelings. Going back to the reality, my mother is sitting besides me and she's crying. I dont know why but tears fall down from my eyes. My mother is my weakness, and if anything happens to her, it seems like i feel the pain too. "Mom.. I know that you loved him so much but i think you didn't deserve to cry like this every night. He doesn't deserve your tears mom! He's not worth it! So please, lets just move on. He's not comming back to us. We must fact the fact mom." My tears are rapidly falling down when im saying those words. A smile appeard in her lips, "you're right Sum. He's really not comming back." She said and she's still sobbing. "Lets just accept the fact that he will never comming back to us!" I added. I hugged her tight and told her "everything is gonna be okay mom. I promise." She just nodded and smile at me. And pain makes me stronger and stronger.

As i wake up, i hear some sweet music, and i smell some delicious food. I jump off the bed and go straightly to our kitchen. I saw my mother putting plates in the table. "Oh good morning Summer! Lets eat?" My mother. Greeted me. "Good morning mom. I think thats delicious!" I replied. As we eat our breakfast, i can see that she's smiling and she's happy. But as i can remember, she's crying last night. It seems she didnt cry, cause this morning my mother is full of happiness. I wish that she's always like this. Always happy, always smiling and i wish that she will forget that man. As we finished eating i grabbed the keys of my car and told her that ill just go to Kayne's house, and she nooded.

I drived safely until i reached his house. As i clicked the door bell i already hear his beautiful voice. "Just wait a sec! Im comming." He said. After a few seconds the door opened and i saw him. He seems to be shock cause he didnt say anything. I smiled at him, i hugged him tight as i can and i whispered "I love you Kayne." "I love you too Summer." He replied. He closed the door behind me and then we sat in the couch and he start asking me. "What brings you here this early?" He asked curiously. "I just want to see you Kayne. I've already missed you." I answered. He didnt say anything but he did something. He hold my hand and he touch my cheeks then he kissed me passionately. My body respond to his kiss so i kissed him back i grabbed his neck and still im kissing him. We continue to kiss each other until we're out of breath. We pushed away to catch our breath, and he says. "Do you know that that is my first kiss?" He started. "Really?" I asked. "Yeah. You're my first girlfriend and my first kiss." He said while smiling at me. I didnt say anything i just return the smile and then i lean in his shoulders. And by that, i feel more comfortable, cause i know that he loves me and i know that he wont leave me alone.
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