Josh folded the last note and placed it neatly upon the stack he'd created on the desk in front of him.
Silent tears rolled down his cheeks, through his unkempt beard, and dropped on the desk, where they had been collecting for the past hour as Josh read through every note. Every single one except the 28th had been crumpled and discarded into Simons trash bin, they last one laid out cleanly on the desktop, folded in half a few times for whoever found it first. Of course, the devastating task was left to Josh when Simon didn't respond to the calls for dinner.
He'd left his phone, the only things missing were his car keys, Range Rover, Simon himself, and a few dozen bottles of alcohol. It didn't look like he could bring himself to take his own life.
He wasn't dead, just gone.
And Joshua was off to find him.
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Dear, Joshua || Minizerk
FanficDear, Joshua This is my 27th attempt at a proper suicide note. Something is holding me back. It's you. [potential for occasional strong language and suicide references]
