I can't believe that he is mine

Small changes

"Wake up sleepy head" I say and fit him with the pillow like I did once a couple of months ago. One the good side he didn't get shocked or angry about it this time. He just swung his arm around my waist and pushed my down next to him. My head fell down right next to his. Only centimetres away from his mouth, I feel like I really want to kiss him awake.

"Is this like a new routine? When we sleep in the same bed you are going to wake me up with a pillow?" he asks with a sleepy voice. I look down and notice that the cover have fallen a bit down so I can see is six-pack to be. You see it is pretty flat and hints about a six-pack. I nod buy his question and laugh to myself because his eyes are closed so he probably didn't see me nod.

"Then I'll replace it with something else." His eyes suddenly opens slowly, he bring his hand up to my check, and softly kisses me. He then rolls over to the side and pushes me closer.

"This is what you replaces it with?" I laugh when he looks confused

"I though you would like it better than hitting me with a pillow each morning." He then lies back on his back and stares up to the roof.

Hang on!

"Each morning? You don't sleep here each night and I don't sleep at yours each night ether." With no answer, but just a grin. I sit up and throws one leg over his waist. I lean down and kisses him passionately

"What are you trying to say? Woo Jiseok?" his hands goes from my waist and down to the middle of my legs and up again before stopping at my ass.

"What, you don't get it?" he grins again when he squeezes my ass. With this, I bite my lower lip and turns my head back. I lean down and cups his face and whisper to his lips before kissing him

"Oh I know I just want you to say it" a few seconds goes by without him answering just the two of us kissing. When he spins around so I am lying on my back instead of him. He loses his smile the minute I hit the pillow.

He sits back and on his feet. When I sit up with crossed feet in front of him, I see how confused he really is.

"Wow, hard words." He runs his finger though his hair and breaths out. I softly place one hand on his check and looks in his eyes with a smile.

"Jiseok I would love to move in with you. If that was what you where hinting" he smiles again as if I just lifted his shoulders.

"You will?" I nod while smiling. He reaches out to my shoulders and hugs me.

My big boy huh.

While he went to the shower, I walked out to my small and lovely kitchen. I like the peace here in flat, because then I could feel really close to him without a crowd watching. Like it would be in the dorm. So that is why recently I asked him home to me instead. It seemed like he like it too because lately we have kissed why more than usually.

I have started putting some pancakes on the plate when I heard the bathroom door open. The same second it sounded a horse and a tiny kid came running in to the kitchen

"Pancakes!" I hear him scream when he arrived. I turned around to see him only wearing sweatpants and a towel around his neck and a huge smile on his lips. I couldn't help laughing at my goofy boyfriend.

He walks up to me ad wraps his hand around me from behind and rests his chin on my shoulder. He then suddenly kisses my cheek out of the blue and whispered

"God, how I love you" I smiled to myself. That's the second time he have said it to me. Frist when leaving in the morning and now. Is he somehow in a loving mod in the mornings or what? I turn around while holding two plates with pancakes under his nose

"Are you teasing me?" I say with a smile and a small laugh. Before moving over to the tiny kitchen table. It's just big enough for the two of us. I put the plates down just a second before he puts down a glass for the both of us.

"Team work?" he says with a teasing voice.

I grab both ends of his towel and pulls him closer to kiss him. "Yepp, team work. Now go and get the knives and forks and I'll get the Juice." I move over to the fridge and garbs the orange juice. When I turn around, I see his bare back while putting it down nicely.

I walk over and puts down the juice in front of his eyes whit a wide smile. When we sit down right in front of each other, he only looks at me before saying

"I'll eat well, and so shall you" I nod and starts to eat. So does him.

After we ate up, we just looked at each other and how full of food we were.

"There is one thing that is on my mind," he says and places both elbows on the table.

I do the same and nods

"When did you start saying Jiseok instead of Taewoon?" oh. I haven't noticed that I did that.

"Umm. I don't know. I were a deep so I like Taewoon as a fan but when we started to get close I still looked at you as an idol I guess, but now that fan faze is over. Now I am tighter with the man of my dreams Woo Jiseok and not Woo Taewoon. I guess I just noticed without actually noticing. When did I start doing that?"

"After when we meet Jiho and his members. It slowly went over from Taewoon to Jiseok. Like sometimes, it was Taewoon and sometimes it was Jiseok. I got confused sometimes but now lately it have just been Jiseok. And I am happy. To hear my own name coming out of your lips." He grabs my hands in his. "I really wanna liv with you. So tell me when you wanna start looking for a house."

"Hang on now, a HOUSE. You want to get a house?" he realises what he said.

"no. no. no hehe I meant a flat. A house is a bit big for the two of us right, but I guess you want a bigger flat when it's going to be two of us all the time."

He is right. He is right.

"Right. A flat is better. Yeah we'll need more space around us if that. I barely got enough now for just myself"

We can't help but to laugh. God I can't believe that we actually ended up together.

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