His secret

I choose you

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On my way home, bombarded with thoughts of what to do next. I thought about my wedding that was just a couple weeks away, jungkook last words before i left, V oppa knowing everything and keeping it to himself. Sigh, How do i even face him tonight? 

How do i explain where ive been without acting like a guilty person or breaking down infront of him and apologizing for being a horrible fiance. 

I came out of the cab , and walking inside my home to see V oppa sitting on the couch sipping wine.  I walked up to him.

"where were you?" he asked as he placed his glass down. "i was out to get some air" i sat down on the chair from him, a bit scared.

"Out to get air at this time of night? whats bothering you?" he looked up at me. "its nothing, you know, the wedding and s-stuff" i lied as i look at the tiled floor.

He sighed hard. "whatever you say Y/N" He got up and walked to the kitchen as he took out a shot glass and raw alcohol. 

"i guess ill go upstairs now" i said as i proceeded to walk upstairs

"You went to see him again didnt you?"

My ...Heart...Pounded..

"that guy, your ex, you went to see him again didnt you?" you heard him walking slowly towards you as you stood with your back turned to him still.

Suddenly you couldnt speak.

"I know about everything, i have known for a while now but I wish youve been better than this and be upfront with me about it. You're my fiance , you know that right?" His voice got shaky.

You slowly turned around. Seeing him leaned up against the rail of the stairs with the shot glass in his hand. Your hands shook as you clenched your fist fighting the dominance of guilt and the dirty feeling ripping through your body.

" I thought i meant something to you. but if you got to go behind my back an cheat, i guess im not worth much after all huh?" he took a shot of the alcohol as a tear dragged down his cheek.

You fell to the stairs, unable to deal with his crying face and painful words. "...v" i mumbled.

"Damn it y/n" he yelled before he threw the shot glass to the floor. "why?" he cried. " I loved you so much!" 

"im, sor-" i tried saying but the words got locked in my throat as he slid to the floor and cried more. 

i crawled down to him, as i tried to hold him in my arms only to have him pull away from me. I broke into pieces as i saw he rejected me. It hurts so much.

He got up and stared down at you. "if this is what you wanted, its already happened. Just as you planned right y/n?. Go to him. Im done"

"V im sorry.." i stood up walking to him only to have him walk back from me.

"Go to him y/n, i dont want this anymore, i cant deal with it" he yelled harshly wiping his face.

He sighed. "its better this way actually, i dont want to feel like im in the way of your first love anymore, so go to him, be with him!" he said walking to his office locking it.

You got up and ran to the door, crying, in pain and guilt ridden.

 But your heart.. it knew what you wanted. Even though it came to this tragic ending. It was certain and the only thing resounding in your mind.

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~  Your heart chose Jungkook~

Okay so this was actually a bit emotional for me with the song playing and all lol. Hope you guys liked it. To all V fans, im sorry :( lol. 

For the V fans ill write a  V version, since it has been requested lol! 

What happens next?
Is this really the end?
Does she .... actually make it ....to jungkook...

Anyways! :D :D <3

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