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by Tree1999

by Tree1999

May 2015

Two big steps in the Direction of love that I thought I would of never taken. The two steps were finally talking to you, and the other is instantly being hooked on you and connected to you like a magnet or a drug.

As time went by through the summer from May until August 2015 we had our ups and down, and a lot a lot of confusion on who you loved as I continued to love you unconditionally taking steps towards you still and hesitating to go back a few steps

Then boom everything freezes and we can't be together because of a stupid misunderstanding with my family, then you fall for the person I disliked the most but you still had me hanging by a thread making it seem like we were together.

But time goes by and y'all break up because you say you still love me but then he's still a big part in your life so it seems like the both of us is constantly fighting for your attention, but I still have you

January 2016-June

Your birthday passes and I come to see you and we have a good time, at the same time later that night y'all go to have dinner..
School life still goes on for me and while we weren't together for that month or so I talked to a girl I thought would be right for me because you would always have him and you fought for him and would always go out. Later she became a problem so I did what was best for us and told her off, as you still had him and stayed with him as he still tried to steal you from me. You went to prom with him and did basically everything with him and wondered why I didn't like him or thought you still loved him.
Finally he graduates and goes to college but you linger on the thought of him gone and it made me have mixed emotions but I stayed happy for you and tried to help even though it killed me. But after a while you got over it I think but at the same time I don't know how much y'all stay I'm contact

August 2016

Your past love comes back into your life and he just recently goes through a break up and you think its casual for him to just surprise visit you and not tell me as your boyfriend that he did that, and that you don't know how you feel about him but you
love me and won't leave me.. But deep down you still love him and don't know what to do with me I think..

September 2016

You finally confess you still love him and keep falling in love with him and that y'all have to talk about how he feels first, but you try to ease my mind that your not going to leave me but y'all steady make plans as I'm lost in my head about how you really feel. After all this time we finally escape one guy for another to come in.

Through all of this I've been your number one supporter through anything and everything and I really love you, like a lot and I just want you to know that I'll continue to love you even through all the bad that's why I'm still here.