Life Of A Tree And Leaf

Before I knew you

I see now why you told me it would be hard for you to love when we first got together or when you said you had a long and complicated past.

I just happened to stubble across your old writings and I see what you meant. You've had a hard past with an ex lover and I see why you got swept off your feet so many times. You were in love, deeply in love.

You had a lot of ups and downs with him and I understand now why you ask for answers or wanted answers that week. I would want answers too.

Because of him leaving and coming back and y'all starting back off from where he left you and keeping you drawn in mentally and sexually.

I know it must of been a really tuff time him being yours but at the same time him not being yours not knowing if he really loved you or not or was just playing you time after time.

But I may be wrong, I'm just speaking my mind from what I read. I see the last time you wrote on that page was at the end of may and I know that's when we started talking a bit. If I would of known you still were deeply in love like you were I would of gladly helped if you talked to me about him you know?

I may not know what was going on after may and into June before we got together but I'm still happy you let me come into your life even though he was a big part in your life before I came in. Hmmm it makes me wonder if he tried to make a move on you that day we were sitting in your house and he came in to use your printer and it took a little while for y'all to return or maybe that's was just me then and now just being stupid because I still wonder about that day sometimes. And after reading it makes me think if your wolf tattoo has deeper meaning then what was told to me, but again I could be wrong. I wouldn't be mad if it did because it's your body and I would have no reason to be.

I'm glad in May I did start kinda talking to you though because now we're here even though whatever was going in may for you was hard and I was just walking in.

I understand your story a bit better now and I understand what you've told me now

I love you and I want to marry the present you because your past made you who you are now and I love you for you no matter what, even after reading your past. I accept it 100%

Some was weird to read lol because I'm your current boyfriend but that was just me like no that's mine :) I love you

P.s- He's not going to steal your heart again while your with me like he did with the other guys you were with 1) because I'll kick his ass, excuse the language. And 2) because I'll keep on treating you like the Queen your supposed to be treated like and never put you through that again in your life.

If I shall fail at keeping you forever or from anyone I shall keep fighting for your love until you tell me to stop

I love you kitten and one day you'll be the best wife a man can have. This mans wife no one elses btw lol

Sincerely
Your Tree