Unsaid

xii

"a phase"

that's what they told me

but damn it

that's not what it is

really

yeah i had lots of flings and players with me

her type isn't for me, i think

i can't take her and leave

and why am i even thinking of this?

it fucking frustrates me

i feel like i'm being a coward

like shit and i can't help it

halting myself but i can't stop it

the way i stared at her at P.E. class

not the usual lasvicious way

the way i talked to her while stammering

not the usual straight way

the way i followed her with my car

not the usual because i'm stalking

i can't help myself from doing this

i just wish you won't be creeped out of it

yeah, i'm falling and it's maddening since i was just playing

and i had to keep it just low for the sake of not breaking