dont go (dks)

e i g h t

"babe, i miss you."
can it actually be you?
"babe youve been asleep.
i didnt want to wake you up."
its you.
you came back.
you hug my tightly and lean in for a kiss.
how have i missed your lips on mine.
"please don't drink these pills."
i look down at my lap,
embarrassed.
"please dont drink."
i look at the bottle on my desk.
i want to tell you how much i miss you
how much i love you
and have you in my arms forever,
but i cant move.
i bolt out of my bed expecting to see you.
but,
it was all a dream.
i woke up to my alarm ringing.
how i wish it hadnt.