dont go (dks)

n i n e

its been almost a year since youve left.
i cant take this anymore.
where are my pills?
which ones do i have?
never mind that,
ill take them all.
kyungsoo.
one down
i love you.
two down
did you love me?
three down
i have nothing.
four down
i dont have you here with me.
five
don't forget me.
by my tenth one, ive reached my limit.
i fall limp on the floor, pills everywhere.
everything slowly turns black.
darkness.