I am lying on my back, on my unkempt bed, looking up to the ceiling. The fan twirling on the lowest setting. My mind keeps going forward and backwards on what I should do, to relieve me from this absolute boredom, this absolute disappointment I get when something good is about to start in a new chapter of my life. Some people say, disappointment at the edge of breakthrough, is a curse, usually familial. If truly, I am under a curse, how do I break free? What are the steps I should take, to liberate my entire being from such heart breaking recurrence?
To understand my thought process now, I'll have to take you way back to where it all started.
...... Jennifer.... That's my name, this story is about me and partially about people I've come in contact with, since I started understanding words and people around me, to present. Welcome to my musing.
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Musing of the Desperate
Non-FictionHow far a girl, with chauvinistic family members, disappointments, serial heart breaks, depleted finances, hope for a prince charming with large pockets to spend on her and finding a niche for herself in the world. Her story is a mix of what has bee...
