Guys trigger warning in this chapter soooo do not read if triggered easy....
'I'm not good enough for him' Gary thought 'I don't deserve him' he walked into the study and opened a drawer and picked up his blade"here we go again" said Gary as he broke the sharpener and took out the silver blade , he pulled up his sleeves and looked at the cuts on his arms "I'm sorry Ash" Gary said One cut that's all he needed was one cut and blood "Gary what's that" asked Ash "G-go away I don't deserve you" Gary exclaimed as he ran to the bathroom "What stop please" said Ash as he slammed the medicine cabinet "what do you mean you don't deserve me" asked Ash " ash I know I'm all you ever wanted but I'm not worth it" said Gary, tears ran down Ash's face "that's not true " yelled Ash "why Ash why do you care" asked Gary "because I love you" said Ash
Here you go guys its the best thing I ever wrote.......
