Painful memory

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~Flashback~
Finally, it is last day of my middle school. I am finally graduating from this sickening school. It is the night of the school party.
I have been trying to find my man, mark [A/N: casually adds got7 member in kekeke],and  celebrate together! I walked out of the school party since it was so crowded and loud. 

I have been wondering  about in school trying to find mark. Until, I walked pass the janitor closet and I heard LOUD moaning coming from it.

I thought to myself who the hell can make out when they are so young?! What the actual fuck is happening here?!

I opened the door to my curiosity and I regretted straight away. In front of me were actually mark and sooyeon making out. You do not want to know how far it went. [A/N: I will just let you guys imagine how far it went ]

Congrats to my poor eyes and my broken heart!!! YAY!! Such a great thing to end my day with. 

They stopped and stared at my horrified face. I gave a tough front and said: " we're over. Don't even think about having me back." " Sooyeon. You should feel shameful making out with someone attached. Well, continue with what you guys were doing."  I saw mark's face. Remorse, regret and sadness. I clearly do not give a damn anymore. 

I coolly walked away from them. Once I turned away, all he lumps in my throat gave way and my tears started dropping uncontrollably. I was crying my eyes and heart out. I had never been so hurt and weak before. Mark is going to be my first and last.

 10 November 2014, was when I shut everyone out  out my life.

It was dark and lonely night. It was 9.30pm. There's no one in the park or on the streets. It feels exactly like my life right now. Only darkness and loneliness. There was no light in my life at all. It hurts so much that I felt numb from the pain piercing my heart like a knife. 

From then on, 10 November 2014 , I swore to myself that I will never love someone so deeply again. I will never trust boys again. All boys are playboys. They play with your heart and throw you aside when they are bored. Girls are just toys for them. Now I know that we are just here to entertain them. Lastly, I despise boys. A LOT.

~End Of Flashback~

A.N.
This is my first book. Bear with me for the time being. Comment to help improvise my book. I really appreciate it if you guys support me!! Leave comments or ideas for me to continue writing for the next part. Oh and this book will have a lot of curse words hahaha yeah-  LOVE YAH!!

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