Overseas

The simple life

Yet again another day of boredom waiting on this life changing move for my family was like waiting for popcorn to pop in the microwave, the scent of that buttery love so close yet still more minutes too wait. Gosh what has my life turned into? referring to food in every situation
very very typical of me! I guess I will just sit here again and watch every episode of something I love hmmm pretty little liars maybe ? Or ... no! Not the vampire diaries again! I contantly would check my phone for no reason maybe hoping a friend would care that Im leaving but nope nothing not a single peep from anyone I was a lone wolf ready to take on college in a new part of the country, Scotland.  But for now a few more weeks left here in lovely London, I guess I should appreciate every moment.

As the night finally arrived and I had binged my way through the day I clicked onto my phone, and popped open Facebook ohhh what's this? a new streaming app interesting. I sat thoughtfully considering how intriguing me doing live streams would be haha joke. Most probably boring and most probably no views but hey what the heck have I got to loose?

Okay so what do I do? ... NO NO NO CRAP! I don't want to do a steam now. Exit that , okay few let's see. "Hey Rachel" WHATT??? , suddenly this distinct , beautiful and bold male voice boomed out my phone lt. was the most sexiest and sweetest American accent, "say something baby girl" and there he went again. I quickly turned down my volume and peered at my phone, I was gobsmacked this sexy voice also had a sexy face! My skin lit up to the brightest and most pigmented red ever! Just hearing him say my name was extraordinary thank god I used my real name as my username he may have thought I was insane. I quickly typed hey, but I thought closely what does hey indicate hmmm interested?  interested ahhh? God maybe I should type 'hello how are you?' Yes perfect mature and kind. This guy didn't seem like he had many views evident from his count in the left corner, he may be new like me. I decided to add some of my prettiest photos from my phone to my profile, I want too look flattering, well hopefully! Click, click and click that should do it. I clicked back onto his stream and he was sat perfectly on the sofa revealing his tall and beautiful body, don't worry he was clothed although I just pictured him as very bare, I'm sorry I can't help it. I spent a few minutes gazing at him, smiling at his masculinity and splendid ability to stream. "Wow guys think we have a model here, her names rachel" WHATTT OH MY GOD AHHH, I quickly replied giggling to my self " NO NO I'm not hehe, but thank you" he was honestly so sweet he gave me butterflies and I just met him. Suddenly the biggest horrid words appeared 'STREAM HAS ENDED' nooo, this can't be I don't know his name, it was fun whilst it lasted i guess, but the ability to accept not seeing his gorgeous face again was inevitably impossible.

"Rachel, dinner" yasss food okay I'm happy again, I raced downstairs to the table my whole family looked at me strangely! "Rach? Why are you bright red" shit my face haha " I was dancing" oh that shouldn't terrible I'm not sure how but my family have this exceptional knowledge of the smallest change in my personality or appearance. " what's for dinner mum?" She pulled out the most delicious pizza
yay pizza whoop whoop! I'm content with life again.

When dinner finished I headed back to my boxed up and bare room. " wow so depressing " I mumbled to my self, contemplating the depraved sight of pale walls and cardboard boxes filled to the rim.

Beep beep, wow my phone is buzzing for a change, I leaped onto my bed and grabbed my phone my heart dropped as the excessive love hearts and kisses I had received from, Jason ❤️. Who the heck was Jason??. As I unlocked my phone, his beautiful face appeared and I again developed that red pigmentation in my skin gosh I got so hot and flustered, yet so content and overwhelmed with excessive excitement. I didn't think I would see this American hottie again, ever. I got the most nervous feeling as I clicked onto the whole message he has sent me, wait 20 minuite a ago straight after his stream ended. Could this be true maybe he stopped his stream to talk to me. I glanced closely at the message, analysing every aspect and word. " please add me on snap now, your the most beautiful girl I have ever seen I need to know you miss gorgeous". Oh my and to my shock there was more " please add me I know I'm demanding but I have to know you". My heart started to palpitate excessively under my chest, my palms started to become sweaty. I was mostly gobsmacked to think I could feel so nervous yet excited towards someone I had never met.
Honestly, I automatically added him and I guess I had no reason not too.

"Hey baby girl" oh my he messaged me first this is definitely a sign he's interested, I quickly replied eager to get to know this guy. In my head I kept telling myself to act calm and not desperate but I couldn't help it. Was this the mistake I made?