Overseas

Days end

I suddenly opened my eyes, the piercing light shon through the misty windows. I gleaned at the glistening sparkle as the sun glistened on my skin and before I knew if my face lit up with happiness as I become fonder of lasts night conversation, it was beautiful and perfect. The whole night we messaged Well most of it.

I had this feeling of goodness like he was honest and truthful but when he told me he wanted to get naked for me after an hour of getting to know each other I was afraid he was like the others. But no he wasn't , I felt closer to him his body was incredible and his two tattoos on his shoulders and ribs had me mesmerised. His deep minstrel brown eyes uncovered his beautiful soul. And his cheesy and quirky smile and personality took my breath away in an instant. Love couldn't be possible this quickly, could it?

My phone suddenly buzzed and I popped open the snap "Good morning baby girl"aww yay I screeched quietly, god his voice is so perfect it sent shivers of excitement throughout my body he was just so sweet and romantic. I was very shy to respond back with a video so I sent a picture of me cuddled in bed. He responded with how beautiful I was, and how he wished he was there just too cuddle. He also apologised for the nude photos he sent, he exclaimed he was very comfortable with me and wanted me too see all. I reassured him it was okay I wanted too, with a little smirky emoji 😏 and a blushed face 😊.

I was always a good girl, but his sexy personality brought out the more naughty side. But I always swore never to share nudes!

As I lay cuddled in my white sheets peering at the ceiling smiling I suddenly realised I had failed to ask for his age, hmm I knew he was a little older hence the tattoos so I felt confident to ask, I waited impatiently for his response... suddenly my phone buzzed. The nervous sweaty hand sensations re appeared, I quickly opened up his snap and a surprised and debauched sensation ran through my body. 25 oh my!! his age was not a problem for me I always was attracted to older guys but I understood my age may not be okay for him. I dwelled on the idea of telling him but I couldn't lie of my age I had to be honest I was 16, almost 17 in a few weeks.

I quickly typed my age and how I understood if he wasn't comfortable, send.
Oh god I really like him. I haven't felt this deep falling feeling for someone like this, it was different and special. And I couldn't explain the sensations I experienced after every message.

Beep beep, ahh this is it the moment of truth I held tight to my stomach to stop the cartwheels and butterflies amplifying throughout my body.  His messaged said ..... oh no what ???

" you look 18, I feel guilty"

Oh god, it's not good he probably feels disgusted to have shared that with a young girl like me, I always felt older and mature but I guess my age mattered in this situation.

I laid shattered of course not broken entirely as I knew him a night but that night was the best night. I decided to be grown up and respond with " I understand that my age is too young for you , your a great guy regardless"

At this point in my life I decided to be grown up and mature and never Portray upset and anger, I also learnt to accept and to not judge I felt like a new transformed me. I took a deep breath and decided to take a shower as I knew Jason's response may be either 'okay', or 'cool'.

As I was about to take a step in the  shower my phone bussed loudly against the Wooden shelving unit, I leaped out and saw it was a message from Jason. I debated reading as I thought maybe it may ruin my shower.

But I couldn't help but think It's about time i became brave so that's exactly what I did.

As I opened up the message my face lit up with shock, WHAT? I screeched.  This time i screamed loudly and jumped with excitement, his response was unexpected.