=Just A Dream?= [CURRENTLY EDITTING]

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Time flew really fast huh?

"Rin?" His sweet voice rang in my ears

I remained in my position, with my back facing him until I vanish, well that's what I plan to do.

"H-Hey Rin, what's up?" He asked with concern obviously heard from his voice

"The sky." I laughed on how I even responded with this silly nonsense behind all the troubling feelings and the harsh reality.

Len appeared in my sight without me even realizing his footsteps, I was too caught up with the thoughts. Quickly, I forced the most happiest smile I could manage while hoping that it could deceive him.

"Stop it." He groaned with his head bowed down

"H-Huh?" I spurted out, clueless as I can be

"Stop it, I know you're feigning happiness. Please stop it, it doesn't suit you." Everything came in to me like lightning bolts.

What am I feeling?

Joy. Because he actually knows me

Fear. It's engulfing me bit by bit.

Anger. I'm so mad at myself, for making him feel this way.

Sadness. Because I'll lose someone who made a big impact in my life. Well, I don't even have a life. I'm not even alive.

"Len.. Let me explain-"

"Explain everything. Everything." Emphasizing the word, tears started welling up in my eyes.

"Welp. I'm.. I'm not real Len.."

Seeing him confused is hurting me, it feels like my heart just started to tear apart.

"What? This is not the good time to be joking Rin. Please tell me your joking. A-and that's simply impossible.. Please stop the jokes.." He laughed and looked at my eyes, searching for an answer.

"Please?" He begged as his voice changed into a fragile and weak one. I know Len.. I know how you feel..

"Len.. Let's stop this. I love you but.. We can't be together." I poured all the bitter tears as they strolled down my cheeks, I feel weak. My legs feels wobbly.

Len couldn't help but sit down, letting myself fall on him. I sat in front of him and felt his arm on my neck.

"I'm fading away.. Look at my leg.. My hair.. They're all turning into grey." I've let out a high yet small squeak.

"I'm slowly disappearing Len.. I'm nothing but a mere imagination from your head. I'm not a human being. I'm just a fantasy of yours yet.. I had no idea that this hurts so bad. The feeling of love. The feeling of happiness, everything. It's all thanks to you." I swallowed my saliva and continued speaking

"I'm glad I spent these moments with you, I love every single part of it. I hate to say goodbye but.. This is it, isn't it?" Touching my hair, I held it up, slightly twirling it between my index finger and my middle finger as I saw everything turning into monochrome.

"If only there was more time.. More time.. I'd do anything to spend more time with you. Anything at all. But I don't have anything. You'll soon be waking up. Everyone will be enlightened to see you again. Kaito will be there by your side, Miku will shower you with hugs, Lenka will burst into tears, Meiko will be giving you a tub of ice cream, Luka will be smiling with warmth. Your parents are waiting outside of your room, crying their eyes out and will soon beg for your apology. Everything will be perfect for you." I stated softly.

He barely moved. I knew it. He hates me for being this way. I knew it. It was too good to be true.

With a sudden tug at my clothes, he pulled me into a warm embrace.