Chapter 15

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"Why am I not anyone else. Antonio?" Tears blurred my vision as I saw the man that took me from my home, thats forcing me into something that I want nothing to do with, that brought a iron that could melt my bones in mere seconds. Why am I different from the other people he kidnaps? I mean I assume i'm not the first one, and granad I doubt i'm his first kill so why would he even hesitate to kill me anymore? I know he obviously has a plan that he wants to ensure that takes place, and i'm the pawn that has to make the first move, But in actuality i'm getting sick of being a lost puppy wandering around waiting for my next order. I'm tired of having to wait to do what ever this man wants me to do, and there's no doubt in my mind that what ever it is will get me killed.

And that is the last thing that needs to happen. I did absolutely nothing, it was all my father and as much as I hate to say this, why didn't Antonio take him? Use him to get what he wants, I mean he's the main source.

Antonio apparently killed the Boss of all bosses before he became it, He apparently has a big enough ball sack to be able to do that, and get away murder without the police interfering, why not go to the main source? That's what I would have done.

"I told you why, I have to use you for the plan." He still has me pressed against the wall but we weren't as close. His hands are just trapping me against the hard surface.

"Why didn't you just do something to my dad? Why take me?"

"It will hurt him more if you take someone you love. You don't care about what happens to you, but to another person, it breaks you in ways you could never imagine." His eyes held a far off look, but that just left me with more questions. That excuse, while true, I doubt that was it anymore. He would have done something a long time ago if he wanted to kill me to get to my father. Something changed. 

"If that were the case why do you want me in your mafia?" His eyes flashed to mine, and he narrowed his eyes.

"I don't have to answer to you." He grounded through his teeth.

I just laughed without humor. "You don't? That's interesting because last time I checked you do. There's other reasons why you want me here Antonio, you're just too much of a coward to say it." 

He narrowed his eyes. "Last time I checked I didn't have to answer to you. You're my prisoner, not my equal."

I looked at him with shock. "I thought I wasn't a prisoner."

His eyes crinkled and his smirk grew into one with mischief. "You're not."

I shook my head and looked down. He just said that so I would feel more welcomed, But in truth I was a prisoner. I haven't been able to leave the house, and helping his mother has been sort of like a maid, but in truth I believed I was just helping with regular chores. 

"I'm not even surprised." I looked at him in defiance. I don't want him to know that I actually that I was an equal. I won't show him how much that hurts to come to know that I am literally nothing, but part of the plan to get the cheese from a mouse trap.

"Good, I didn't want to see any tears. Sorry angel." He turned around and walked out the door. 

A few minutes later while I was looking out the window thinking about me and Antonios conversation, I heard the door open with a low creak. Hands wrapped around my waist and I relaxed against the hold knowing it was Hank. Normally I wouldn't let him touch me, but I need a distraction.

A distraction.

Turning around to face Hanks dark brown eyes, I snaked my hands up his muscular chest, and held his face in my hands. I need something to distract me from everything that happened.

He looked at me in confusion. "I need you Hank." I whispered.

He smirked. He brought me closer to his chest. "I was hoping you would ask sooner or later."

Suddenly I was lifted off the ground and into his arms. He carried me bridal style to all the way to my bed, and all I can think about is Antonios betrayal. Hank hasn't hurt me except bring me here which i'm pretty mad about, but I forgave him he was just following orders, from the devil himself.

He set me down and he layed on top of me. He looked me in the eyes. He trailed his hand to my face "Why now?"

"I need something to distract me. I feel lonely I need someone, even if it's for a little while." I tried to push his lips against mine, but he kept his face a few inches away.  

"That's all you want? A distraction?"

I nodded my head trying to bring his face back to mine and this time he actually met it. Our lips met in a flurry of motion and I couldn't help the moan that emanated from my lips. I arched my back as he cupped my boob and massasged it. His hand snaked up my belly and he went to the side that didn't have the healing wound. 

Grabbing my boob fully, he massaged it before be pinched my hard peak and twirled it around his fingers, as I moaned and squirmed against his undeniable touch.

suddenly the thought of Antonio doing all of this had me gasping for more. Antonio touching me just right has me pressing my legs together in undeniable unquenchable heat. Antonios lips moved from the sucking and biting of our lips and trailed to the soft spot behind my ear. They trailed ever so slowly to the curve of my neck where my shoulder and neck meet. I brought my legs around Antonio's hips aching for more.

"Oh Antonio." I moaned in blissfulness. And suddenly all movements stopped.

opening my eyes in question and the hurt brown eyes of Hank's face surprised me. 

Oh no please tell me I didn't just do what I think I just did. Hanks face turned hard and he untangled himself from me and started walking over to the door. 

"Hank wait!" I called breathlessly.

He didn't stop as I tumbled out of bed trying to get to him to only hear the door slam shut. 

I covered my face as I felt my heart break for what I just did. What I just realised I had my heart set to imagine another kissing me while it was being done by another.

It broke because I just realised who I lost and what I've come to realise...

God!

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