The tomboy meets the bad boy

Chapter 20

I will hear you scream my name

Those words rung over and over again in my head all day every day.

I keep all the lights on the in the house now and Harry has been "sick" so he can't go do interviews.

Anytime I walk around I feel so vulnerable and so hopeless like if someone says the wrong thing to me I'll burst into tears and pass out.

Toms messed my entire life up. I have nightmares every night now as its always the same one. He's chasing me down this dark hallway and on each sides of walls their are pictures from when we were friends, like memories.

Anytime I get to the end of the hallway he grabs me and starts screaming at me.

I have that dream alot. Sometimes there's different ones but that one appears at least once a week.

Harry thinks I should go see a therapist and so do all my friends but I don't want to. I don't want to tell my problems to someone I've never met and have them to pretend to understand me when they don't.

Victoria and Grace have been staying in our guest room considering Elizabeth is always off somewhere, Nella is dating some guy from another boy band and so is Sam.

Victoria is still dating a guy she met online from Japan and Grace is dating this kid who kinda scares us all but whatever.

My parents keep calling me and checking up on me like every 5 seconds. I understand that they wanna help but they cant.

I finally manage to get up from bed and there's a note of the door

Gone to the store see you later

-Victoria

"Store" is code word for the secret place her and Lucas, her boyfriend and her meet. She'll probably stay with him tonight.

I walk into the kitchen and grab a pop tart from the pantry only I find another note

Going to work out, be home by lunch see you later love

-Harry

P.s. I looove yoouu

So I guess it's just me and Grace today.

I sit down at the bar and start reading the magazine on the bar. I was just getting to the good part about the whole Miley drama when someone comes and grabs me.

I turn around screaming and crying only to find it was Grace.

"O- I I'm so sorry." she said throwing her arms around me "I didn't mean to scare you" she said quietly.

I was still crying and I couldn't stop. I haven't cried once since I got home except when I wake my self up from my nightmares. I guess all my tears are finally coming out.

"It's all okay" she said rubbing my back "its just me. He's not here and he's not coming back to get you" she kept getting quieter an quieter with her words.

I finally look up and nod at her. I'm to much of a wreck to try and talk.

She sits down beside me and starts chatting about her and her boyfriends last date. I shiver. That guy still gives me the creeps.

When I get done eating my 5 th pop tart we go and sit down on the couch after I make her check all the doors. She grabs the remote and flips it to Netflix.

We both look at each other and begin watching One Tree Hill again. This show is our favorite.

As Lucas races to the hospital for Peyton I slowly drift off to sleep.

Maybe my dream won't keep me awake this time..

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Hey guys sorry this chapter is kinda short. It's only noon and its already been a long day.

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