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                                                                                   "Forgiveness"

   " That's how you take your pain and hurt away babygirl you forgive, not only them but for you"

                                                   Mom spoke with her last words on her death bed...

                                                                                   Forgiveness? 

                         i always knew the definition of Forgiveness but never knew the action 

                                                                          How do you forgive ? 

              How do you forgive someone that has caused you pain over and over again?

 How do you forgive the boy that you thought was your everything , and the only thing that kept                                     you peace , but put you through hell when he broke your heart?

           How do you forgive the man you so call , called "Dad" make you feel worthless and not                             good enough and when not believed there was consistent hits?

             How do you forgive the girl that was one of your best friends in 6th and she was so close           to you and you cherished like a sister but one day she found new friends and you didn't exist?

How do you forgive the girl / boy that would bullied you since 7 th because you were not popular like them and didn't have the nice clothes , and Hollister jeans , or kobes and nice uggs?

                                                                          and most of all

                                                         How do your forgive yourself?

You forgive yourself because that's what makes you stronger. You forgive them for you.

You learn that having hate towards someone will only bring you bitterness and unhappiness for the rest of your life . Because you didn't let go of the Girl who bullied you or the boy who broke                                                                                  your heart.

                 Forgiving doesn't make you weak it makes you free. When do something bad you                           ask God to forgive you right? Forgive others as quickly you expect God to forgive you. 

                That's what I've come to see at 13 years old that how i can be happy is to...

                                                                             Forgive.



P.s this chapter is dedicated to everyone who thinks i hate them or have a problem , 

i forgive you.


and btw please comment a letter or something so i know you saw this:)




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