I always thought heartbreak was the worst feeling ever ... like when you find out that person doesn't love you anymore at all and they just wake up one day and not wanna be with you anymore.
But then.......
I found out the worst feeling is not when is not when something exciting happens and you wanna tell that person
But when...
It's 2am in the morning and it's been a busy day and you've kept yourself so busy with life to forget about that person
But then ...
at that 2 am in the morning everything flashes back to you ...the memories , the laughs , the cries , the kisses , the hugs , the pictures and oh god how at 2am in the morning it was the phone calls ..and the worst part is you can't make yourself busy at 2am all you can do is cry and cry silently for this has not been the only night
and it suddenly hits you
that the worst feeling isn't heartbreak
it's the part thinking your over it but in all it's still there ...
