I was a very bad child. I would bite people and I would hide for long periods of time. My parents would think I had ran away. Every one hated me. I never was one for dolls or stuffies or dresses it was always jeans and a t-shirt. I was always angry and I don't know why. I would bite and dig my nails into my friend that would tease me. Once again a long time ago.
Growing up we only had fish. And lots of them. There was rose (sucker fish). Ying and Yang (black and white fish). 2 pea puffers. And a lot more in one HUGE tank. I remember one day I was mad at my mom for some reason and I threw a metal water bottle and the tank cracked. And all I did was sit in front of the tv acting all cute and innocent. We had to buy a new tank. Some of our fish had died. some of the first ones to go were the pea puffers and some tiny striped fish along with a yellow and black long fish.
I used to be incredibly shy. My mom and I would go to the park and I would hide behind her and grab her legs. One older kid wanted to play, in stead of talking I just screamed and ran to my mom. We would be in a grocery store and I would panic because people would look at me. I mean now I'm the complete opposite. I usually say what ever is on my mind and I'm Independent unlike I used to be
I had won a spelling be. I won on the word LUXURIOUS. I was so proud of my self that was the first thing that ever happens the way I wanted it to. A lot of the stuff I did turned out bad but my original intentions were supposed to be good. The school I was going to was Joseph Teres. JT had so many classrooms. It went from French baby daycare which was before preschool, all the way up to grade 5.
During grade five we started learning long division. I kept telling myself what am I doing here I can't be in grade 5 because of division I'm not smart enough. But then my teacher came over to me and said "hey we can work on this together after school some time. I'm not letting you give up now." I kept working and working and working until I managed to get all 3's in math. Meanwhile all my friends were getting 4's. Grade 5 will be the grade that I will have to be done school at. But here I am failing in grade 8 after all the work I did.
