Don't leave

lie

Angel:
Okay im actually going to ask him today why he looks sad looking at his phone, its lunch time and i cant even find him.
Im also so hungry but i just cant seem to force myself to eat. What is wrong with me!? He probably hates me which is why hes been distant lately.
Im sitting in a corner all alone in a long empty corridor, its so hot in here but if i leave and go outside everyone will stare at my ugly face and call me names. I have my sleeves rolled up forgetting about the cuts from last night because jason looked sad. I really care about him. I just lay there thinking......
Jason comes through the door.
"Oh hi" i say
"Hi, what are you doing all alone? "
"I couldnt find you and well...." i didnt want to tell him that i was sad, "i just was cold outside" my excuse was stupid.
"Oh" he looks at my arms
I quickly pull down my sleeves remembering.
"Whats that?" He asks staring at my arms still
"It was the cat" wait i dont have any pets
"You dont have a cat..."
" oh yea it was my friends cat"
I think he believed it because he stopped talking after that.
Now i need to ask him what happened....
"So anyway, what happened the other day when you were on your phone and got really sad?"
He paused.

Jason:
I dont know what to say. Its not really a big deal but ill just tell her anyway.
" the other day i was looking on the internet and it came up with quotes about friendships but were ruined by suicide. I kept on the tab and turned my phone off but when you came in i turned my phone off and saw the quotes again."
She looked like she was about to cry or something but no tears came out.
"Im sorry" she said, "for not eating and being a disappointment to you, i cant help it."
before i could say anything she ran off, i just want to scream her name for her to come back, why would she think that shes a disappointment to me.