Don't leave

Beginning

Angel:
Do you sometimes get when you feel like your all alone like everyone has forgot about you or too busy to talk to you...
Well thats how i feel right now, lonely. My sister is at her boyfriends, my parents are on a trip for two weeks but will probably extend it to be away from us. And Jason is at soccer practise which seems like he has been a lot there recently.
All i have is my books, coffee and Instagram. I know i have a pretty boring life.
Finally a text from Jason, "hey just fins soccer wht u up 2 wanna hang at my pace?"
He always does the short words which is kinda annoying sometimes since he makes it confusing. "Yeah sure ill come now" i don't really send long texts because we always talk in person so not much to text. I just hope his room isn't messy again, its literally always so messy pilled with clothes that i cant walk to his bed without stepping on undies or something but i guess i shouldn't be complaining since my room isn't really clean either.
I walked into his room and he was there sitting on his bed waiting for me. Its really cute how he sits and wait for me ahh with his hair brushed on one side thats never seems to loose its shape.....hold up i didn't just say that right!

Jason:
She walks in the door smiling like shes dreaming.
"Hey you"
"Heyo how was soccor?"
"Good what were you doing?"
"Instagram being bored"
"Oh well im back now."
When she said being bored i feel so sorry for her that she didnt have anything to do. I want to make it up to her.
She looked into my eyes, i want to kiss her. we are so close such good best friends, how can i possibly love her in that way.
I turn and get a bag of chips from my bag.
"You hungry?" I ask
"No thanks"
" you haven't eaten all day and yesterday, why?, please don't tell me you are starving!"
"Im just not hungry "
I look at her and she looks sad like she wants to eat but cant. I don't want her to not eat why does she think she fat! She isnt, i just wish she could believe me.
"Your not fat you know" i just needed to tell her once again
"Yes i am"
Why cant she just like the way she is.
"What can i do to make you believe me"
"Nothing" it annoys me how she doesnt want help.
We are silent for what seems like ten minutes but probably just a few seconds.
Beeeep beeep
"Are you gonna get that?" Angel asks
"Oh yeah" i was in the middle of dreaming how beautiful she is.
I look at my phone......

Angel:
Jason being distant lately and i have no idea why, i start getting thought in my head, what if its because i wasn't eating or because i wasn't talking very much.. I just didn't know what to say. Its like he's hiding something but i dont know what.
The next morning was painful and i dont know how but maybe it was because i slept in a bad position. I kept thinking about why jason was so quiet yesterday, it annoyed me how he wasnt being himself.
The next day was very rainy and all i could think about was Jason. At school break he was always on his phone and kinda looking sad but happy. Whats on his mind that he cant tell me about! Maybe i should just ask him whats wrong and he might tell me