//My POV//
Security guards come bursting through the backstage door trying their hardest to not let my dad in, I sit there quietly hoping nobody would realise that it was my- supposed to be dead dad. One body guard called Kal looks me in the eyes,
"That's your dad ain't it?" I go bright red and look away, Van looks at me with a stern face, I feel hot tears burst from my eyes and my face go bright warm red.
"I am so, so, so sorry, I was told he had killed himself, after my mum and unborn sibling died... I only saw tonight that he was alive, I knew he hadn't killed himself, he- he was to stubborn to do that..." I say into my hands, I only hung my head in disappointment and shame, not just for me but for my mum, grandma and sibling...
I feel the space next to me slump down, I feel a warm hand pull me into their chest, I hug them back, I knew who it was but i still couldn't face the fact that I had caused all this havoc.
"It's not your fault, it was what you were told, it was a lie from the family, not from you, I love you Penelope," My heart stops, then Van carries on, "we all do." I sigh as he kissed me on the forehead.
I stand up and walk to the door, Kal looks at me, I nod, I feel the rage boil inside of me,
"You dick, you absolute twat!" I scream tears of anger drop from my eyes,
"Listen, ple-" I cut my so called dad off,
"No! You listen, I thought you killed yourself! I thought you were selfish then, oh but now I think you are the most selfish person on this entire planet! All I have ever done is listened to peoples lies, one after another- I'm sick of it! You drove mum to drugs, causing my little brother or sister to die! All I've had was, wasn't your dad really famous then killed himself after your sibling died and mother! I'm done, with everything and everyone of the family, these guys are my family! And the more I realise you are nothing to me just an atom that soon wont exist!" I scream in his face, he stands there gob smacked Van come over and holds my hand, I smile weakly at him then look at my dad,
"I hope people realise what you're really like!" I spit at him and walk out.
I walk to the hotel and grab some weird drink from a mini fridge, I get into my pyjamas, grab my laptop and pop my favourite film on Sing Street.
I hear a knock on my door, I sigh and ignore it, but it doesn't stop,
"Room service." someone says in a sheepish voice, I giggle knowing it was Van, I walk over slowly and open the door a bit,
"I don't want room service right now..." I smile weakly at him,
"Not even Van service, with Ben and Jerry's, WKD and maybe cuddles with me." Van smirks, I bite my lip and open the door wider,
"I wish you wouldn't bite your lip, that's a real turn on." he say plonking himself down on my bed, he then jumps up and takes his clothes off then sitting in his boxers, he opens his arms widely, I waddle over and lay down next to him and lay my head on his chest while listening to his heart beat.
//FEW HOURS LATER//
I wake up and look at the time 01:30 am, I sit up and look around, I flick the light on and see Van laying on my bed, empty beer and WKD bottles everywhere. Sighing I rub my sore head while looking through my bag for some pain killers. Van then starts groaning and turning, I smile and watch him for a few moments then snap out of my trance.
