Some days I just hope that you'll remember my routines, how I have cheer and walk there on Mondays after school, or how I work in the bakery till 2.
Some days I hope you come and bump into me so I can see you and remember your smile.
Other days I just remember.
Our first kiss and how you let me wear your jacket home as I was so cold.
When you saw me without my top on for the first time and just thought I was beautiful.
How you would say you would never leave and you didn't plan to.
How on the first day I met you, you promised you'd buy a truck so you and I could star watch in the countryside.
And how you changed so violently..
How you twisted my words and made me into someone I'm not. How you made me convince myself I was insane and crazy.
How you didn't believe me when I promised you I didn't lie, even when you said I was the second person to know the most about you.
But most of all, how on some days I don't miss you at all.
And on others all I can see is you.
You promised me the world but only had a seed of hope to offer
YOU ARE READING
Because you left.
PoetryThese are a few poems, on my feelings for you. The poems contain my anger and hurt towards being used for you. Anyone who has ever gone through a heartbreak is surely likely to relate to this.