Spidey's POV
I don't know where I am, all I know is that a guy in a red and black suit is next to me. I shake Deadpool and tried to wake him up and he stirs but stays asleep. We're both in our boxers, his has pandas and mine are just red. He looks so cute, all his scars laid out perfectly but he hates his skin. I hate the person who did this to him, I hate myself for not knowing about him, for not saving him.
God I hate myself. I look around on the floor for my backpack that I brought with when we went on our date. I eventually find it after a few minutes of searching and tear through it looking for my knife. I grab the handle of my knife and try to find the bathroom. It's not hard to find and I put my arm over the sink. I cut deep into my skin and watch the blood fall down into the floor and into sink. I start to cut again but a voice startles me.
"What the fuck.", Deadpool's voice starts off calm but then he starts yelling, "What the fuck Peter, what the fuck!"
"I'm sorry.", I say quietly.
"Petey, why?", he's yelling and a tear falls down his face.
"I'm sorry.", I repeat, now I'm crying too and my eyes bleed.
He grabs my arms and starts to shake me, "Promise you won't do this again! Promise me Peter!"
"I'm sorry.", it's all I can say.
"No peter, saying sorry isn't the same as a promise. You have to say that you promise!", his voice is shaky and I start to ball my eyes out.
"I promise.", I finally say. He pulls me in a hug and missed the top of my head.
"I love you Peter."
"I love you too Wade."
......................... Chapter 6 ...........................
Why, why would peter do this. Is it because of me? He never cut this much before, was it because last night? God, my heart turned into glass and Peter smashed it when I saw him. He looked so innocent yet so hungry for more of the blade.
I can understand why peter would be depressed, I mean his parents died, his girlfriend died and he was living by himself with no one to care for him and on top of all that everyone is telling spiderman that he's a giant screw up. I just, I feel like I've invaded some sort of private space and that's why he cut even more.
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Spideypool ~ Book One
Фанфик"Wade?", I ask. "Yes Spidey?", he answers. "I want to see what's under your mask.", I'm nervous when I talk and my voice shakes. "I don't know Petey.", he says. "It's fine if you're not ready.", I say slightly disappointed. "I'm ready, but are...
