Dear Eun Mi,
I know you're sad that I left you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry my promise to you for us being forever was a lie. I loved you so dearly, and I still do. I was sad I left you for this certain reason I've left in my heart trying to tell you but couldn't. I left you because of my mother. I was forced an arranged marriage with her friend. She agreed to it but I refused. My dad threatened me to give you up for her, which was a mistake. I should've taken that risk for you, but it was to hurt you. I couldn't have you be in such pain so I agreed to marry her. I regret ever pushing you away for something as stupid as this. I'm sorry. You probably aren't even over it. I'm not. Everyday I cry myself to sleep because of my awful mistake. Every night I dream of you crying on the window seal we'd sit on together looking at the snowflakes on every Christmas Eve I'm gone. It's my turn to feel how you feel. No, it's my turn to cry. I'll go and collect your tears. Just leave it to me. Even if there's tears in your eyes, this time... This time I'll keep my promises to you no matter what the situation is. As long as we're together, we'll be forever. I will one day meet you again. If Santa is real, he'll give me the first wish on my wish list; to bring my one and only love back to me. Even if you're mad at me, I'll make it up to you. I promise. All the pain you go through will be the last time it happens. I love you.
Kyungsoo...
